Suicide And Morality

[Silver Springs]

not pertaining to my own feelings, but im trying to distract from them. a couple of years ago i saw my neighbour commit suicide. he was a steroid and alcohol addict and after a fight with his wife we saw him go into his garage. we didn't see anything again until she'd opened the door and we saw him. i know it was traumatising for us to watch, but i could never relate to how his wife felt when she had to cut him down. when i think of that and the stories you guys have shared with us, i feel oh so guilty for harbouring the feelings myself.