A Little Bit of Relationship-ial Venting~

[Musicman408]

So, (yes I know starting with so may not be the best, but for some reason, it helps me get my thoughts together ), I am sure some of you were aware of that girl that I was kind of interested in (the one from the Waffle House picture. Well, I was trying to take some time and get to know her. We have had several math study sessions together, which she initiated by the way, and I thought things had been going well. I make her laugh a lot (she's even told me as much). But after the one before last, her Facebook messages became shorter, and the last study session was not quite as intimate as the others. I was trying to read things like body language and things, but the big thing was that she wasn't talking very much. She is a very quiet and demure girl, but this was less than usual.

Then this evening, I went down to the lobby for something, and I see her with a guy friend of hers, and she was sitting much closer, body turned toward his, and seemed to be more animated than she was with me. At that moment I knew for a fact that I'd be forced to move on from her. It does kind of hurt me that once again, I lose the one I would like to spend some time with as more than just a friend, but I guess it is just something that you get used to. That being said, I'm a very passionate person, and it is just hard for me and sometimes I don't know what to do. I just want for someone to be interested in me, and for me to not have to worry about these things.

On the positive side however, one of the desk clerks who is not to terribly unattractive if you know what I mean (however she does have a boyfriend), commented on how much she liked my sweater, in the elevator. She then acknowledged that she always seems to be complimenting my attire, and that I am a very snazzy dresser. This being said in front of her boyfriend, I do believe. So anyway, it's not that I am interested in this girl at all, but just the fact that she acknowledged me in that way, really made me feel good about myself.

Anyway, just wanted to vent a little bit and make of this what you will.

Take Care,
Ethan