The Just Thought I'd Share Thread

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Originally Posted by estranged4life

Battling through the depression and stress is starting to get to me. My therapist (Who I have been seeing since Debbie's death) asked me today if I needed to be hospitalized, because of my increasing thoughts of suicide...I told him "pass" since that would be a waste of time.
I'm hanging in there as best as possible...Would be better had we lived closer to my family.

Why?

Anyway yes, please do hang in there.
"We're stronger with you than without you."

And besides - I know that in a way, it "doesn't compare" - but still - my Mom's unnecessary death hasn't exactly been a shot in the arm either. Believe me, there's other people who are suffering just as much as or more than you are. And look at it this way, suppose there really is an afterlife. Debbie would be like,
"DUDE, what the F'G, f'g, f'g, F*CK!!!? "
She would want you to try your very best to have the best life that you can.
Part of that - unfortunately - is moving on.
Of course, there's always whiskey!
But leave that one to the pros.
(Actually, I gotta admit I'm quite the amateur there, too. But I can tell 'ya that from what I've seen, it ain't exactly fun and just plain ain't worth it. So drinkin' yerself to death or dying from grief are both out. Hmmm . . . What does that leave!?
OH yeah - living.)