Something in my heart died last night.... - Page 2

carrie721 · #16 11-02-2006, 01:04 AM

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Originally Posted by DrummerDeanna

Oh how I remember that feeling! And I stayed true to my vow to get the hell out of LC - while everyone kept saying, "oh no - you'll never go..." or "you'll be back" Ugh. It felt good to break away - it feels even better to stay away

Now I can't predict what the future holds - but lets hope that if I ever do end up back there that they come out with a wicked powerful anger management drug

yeah, i hear that a lot too. god i hate people.

DrummerDeanna · #17 11-02-2006, 01:06 AM

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Originally Posted by carrie721

yeah, i hear that a lot too. god i hate people.

Me too

And I hate them even more after visiting LC. Ok...sorry. It's going to take me a few days to detox from that trip

Seriously though? Really not a fan of people

carrie721 · #18 11-02-2006, 01:07 AM

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Originally Posted by DrummerDeanna

Me too

And I hate them even more after visiting LC. Ok...sorry. It's going to take me a few days to detox from that trip

Seriously though? Really not a fan of people

lol. detox all you need. i actually need to head to bed. gnight!

irishgrl · #19 11-02-2006, 03:11 AM

Deanna what great pictures! How great that you got to hear your hambone nephew rock the recital scene! And your Grandparents look so sweet

Your Grandpa looks like a solid man, and a good one

and I didnt really see what "weird" face you said your Grandma was making but I'll agree, that dog of theirs IS goofy looking

My Stepdad used to live in Showlow Arizona, and I had some friends who were SERIOUSLY contemplating moving to Sedona, but other than that, I dont have ANY connection with your part of the country

That bird looks like a crow, we've got a MILLION of them around here...

Sorry to hear about your lost love connection......been there myself and its not fun.

Glad you're back

sara1998 · #20 11-02-2006, 08:51 AM

Thanks for the pic with your nephew. He's a doll-baby! He's getting so big! Glad you had a good vac. Sorry about Scooter.... it just wasen't meant to be!

carrie721 · #21 11-02-2006, 10:00 AM

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Originally Posted by irishgrl

That bird looks like a crow, we've got a MILLION of them around here...

i think you're right. we have them here, but definitely not that big!

JazmenFlowers · #22 11-02-2006, 10:13 AM

awww. your story.

but your pics.

BlackWidow · #23 11-02-2006, 10:25 AM

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Originally Posted by DrummerDeanna

Me with the grandparents....and their weird dog.

Their weird dog Jojo:

Me with the granmda...though she's making a weird face....really I don't smell - she just usually makes weird faces in pictures...

My nephew after the recital...

GREAT PHOTOS!!!

CelticGypsy · #24 11-02-2006, 10:55 AM

Your grandparents and nephew look like such sweet and loving folks. Congrats to your little nephew

I have relatives in Las Vegas, NM but I haven't been there for ages. I love the photos. Your grandparents little dog looks like "Ellen" and is a cute little dog

Has to be that hair cut near the eyes but that photo made me laugh because it's cute

skcin · #25 11-02-2006, 01:08 PM

Great pics! Sorry about the "hellish" part of your trip. Los Cruces sounds like Yuma, AZ - a big dry pit of nothingness.

Good that you got to spend time with your fam. Nice to see you back. The food threads have been dying - me & Carrie can't keep them going on our own, ya know.

carrie721 · #26 11-02-2006, 01:10 PM

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Originally Posted by skcin

Great pics! Sorry about the "hellish" part of your trip. Los Cruces sounds like Yuma, AZ - a big dry pit of nothingness.

Good that you got to spend time with your fam. Nice to see you back. The food threads have been dying - me & Carrie can't keep them going on our own, ya know.

i love yuma.

and we've certainly given it our best shot.

skcin · #27 11-02-2006, 01:23 PM

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Originally Posted by carrie721

i love yuma.

and we've certainly given it our best shot.

Are you f*cking with me? Yuma? My bro lives there with his fam, has for the last 2 years. They've been trying to move back up ever since.

Other parts of AZ are kickass, but too expensive. So they're stuck in Yuma. Woot.

I know. We do love to talk about food & diets & exercise & food. And food. That reminds me, I'll be resurrecting (wow, I have no clue how to spell that) the "what are you eating right now" thread after lunch.

carrie721 · #28 11-02-2006, 01:25 PM

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Originally Posted by skcin

Are you f*cking with me? Yuma? My bro lives there with his fam, has for the last 2 years. They've been trying to move back up ever since.

Other parts of AZ are kickass, but too expensive. So they're stuck in Yuma. Woot.

I know. We do love to talk about food & diets & exercise & food. And food. That reminds me, I'll be resurrecting (wow, I have no clue how to spell that) the "what are you eating right now" thread after lunch.

i dunno if i'd want to live there, but yeah, it's cool! i lurve **** like that.

i'm totally going to beat you to the eating thread. i just had a chewy kashi granola bar.

Villavic · #29 11-02-2006, 01:55 PM

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Originally Posted by DrummerDeanna

Anyway....that's the short version - there's always been a certain "something" there - and I guess in the back of my mind I have always thought, "well there's always Scooter"

But this visit - I found out he got married recently

Damn. It really affected me, though I hadn't actually thought about him in quite a while.

Wow.. that makes me remember My best friend's wedding..
and remember we should never say "there's always xxxx" cause "always" doesn't exist. The only thing that never changes is the change itself.

michelle2677 · #30 11-02-2006, 02:38 PM

that dog is CUTE!!! wtf?? I don't think he looks weird.

anyway-Deanna, I'm glad overall you had a good time. Sucks that guy got married. Do you not still keep in touch? Why didn't he tell you?.

at any rate, it obviously wasn't meant to be. I had (HAD) a guy friend for a long time and there was always this tension between us. But I was always with someone or he was. One day we did the inevitable and it costed us our friendship. We could NEVER make it work. Then he went off the deep end and became a freak.

I'm sorry now that we even tried to have something other than a platonic relationship because now we arent' even friends. Just be glad that you are (hopefully ) able to stay friends and that he is happy. I know it sucks right now, the sting of him being married-but it will fade. Especially if he hardly ever crossed your mind. That's how I thought about my friend, and then I ran into him with a girl and I became extremely jealous. I had always thought the same thing. "there's always Bryan" and then that option wasn't there. . But if we had wanted to be together bad enough, we would have worked it out. And the same for you.
(btw...Don't feel bad for ol' bryan and me feeling that way about him. He's a complete ass. and is the one that told me to jump in the river and swim back to shore if I wanted to leave!! ASS!!!

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Glad you're back. You were missed