Random Thoughts/Express Yourself

[amber]

Originally Posted by CreepingDeath

Let's see:

My bf and I fight constantly. Our relationship has always been rocky, but lately the fights have to be more intense/violet. We just moved into a new house in April, so I'm kinda stuck. Even if I could leave, I really don't have someone to stay with. I guess I could go back with my mom, but she's going through a divorce and has her own problems.

I've come to the conclusion that most of my friends are shallow assholes.

I can't make a freakin' decision about what the hell I want to do in regards to school. I've flip flopped so many times it's ridiculous.

I'm tired of looking at all the sluty billboards on the way to work. That Balley's ass needs to go. Besides the job sucks. Too many drunken high rollers trying to pinch your ass is getting old.

Alright, enough bitching.

uh, oh, I've done/realized all those things at some point. Not as much the ass pinching, but the boyfriend and the shallow friends (self absorbed, really) and the school. Good luck, sweetie! Ditch the BF, he'll never be different!

[amber]

Originally Posted by lagringader&r

Cool and I love her name! Chico is a f*cking crazy place. I've been there once. Gawd, that sounds soo good. Have fun and stay out of trouble (just kidding on that last one)

Thanks! Chico is so fun. Wish you could go. That way I'd have another gorgeous flirty chick to go out with.... JK - but my friend Rain is like you - gets along better with guys. Also, she can't stop flirting, ever. And also she is really hawt, like you. But heck, I'm used to it. But, it's all okay, because even amidst all the flirting with my friends, usually some random cool, cute guy likes me best. Hmmm, I guess that is my rant!

[LEATHER&LACE64]

Originally Posted by Miss Vicky

LOL... well, my dad does work for Frito-Lay.


Actually the name is an inside joke that has nothing to do with the Ledge.
It comes from a friend/former coworker of mine who insists that I should become a phone sex operator (I was a receptionist for four years and I sound really diff. on the phone than I do normally. I've also had clients at my old work tell me that I should work for a 900 number) and call myself "Miss Vicky."

She also always asks how much it is per minute when she calls me.

Vicky, that is so funny!!!! I hear that comment ALL The TIME!!! I am a girly girl in a guys world(I work in Parts at a new car dealership) so I talk to a lot of guys all day long. One of the guys I work with seriously wanted to start up a 900 number so we could make extra money!

[CreepingDeath]

Originally Posted by amber

uh, oh, I've done/realized all those things at some point. Not as much the ass pinching, but the boyfriend and the shallow friends (self absorbed, really) and the school. Good luck, sweetie! Ditch the BF, he'll never be different!

Yes, he'll never be different the limey bastard. .

Thanks for the luck. Every little bit helps.

[lagringader&r]

Originally Posted by sara1998

Here ya go: I had my first boyfriend in kindergarden. We "dated" off and on until I was about 18. By that time, he had his head in his ass... dealing drugs and stealing cars/radios out of cars, etc. Anyway, I was his first love. The last time I saw him, we were 18, and he had enlisted himself in the Marines to get himself out of trouble. So, he came over and we talked for a long time, yadda, yadda, yadda, and he asked me to marry him. I told him no, and I haven't heard from him since. Last Friday comes along, and he stops over at my parents house wondering how he could get in touch with me. He gave my dad his business card and asks for me to give him a call. I was estatic to hear he came around after 10 years, and I was curious to see how he turned out. We talked the next day for 2 hours, and he goes on about how he never wants to go that long without talking to me, and he would like to keep in touch as often as possible, and he was sorry he wasen't there for me when Jason died.... oh, by the way, I've been married for 4 years now! WTF??? Why are you looking for your first love, then? Would'nt your wife be pissed if she found out you were looking for me? Have you even told your wife your calling me? I mean, it could be totally innocent, and he was just checking up on me, come over to a BBQ, meet my wife.. but why say all the things you just said to me?? And, he has told me zilch about his wife. I tried to ask. He would'nt talk about her. Is it just me, or does he have an "itch"?

I'm catching up which is why all my posts are back to back.

That was f*cking rude he looked you up. I guess he missed you and doesn't want to let more time go by, but he was your first love! Doesn't he know that? Or, he has what you said (an itch) and wants to bang behind his wife's back. Either way, it's a messy situation. Don't let him f*ck with your head.

[GardenStateGirlie]

Originally Posted by CreepingDeath

Let's see:

My bf and I fight constantly. Our relationship has always been rocky, but lately the fights have to be more intense/violet. We just moved into a new house in April, so I'm kinda stuck. Even if I could leave, I really don't have someone to stay with. I guess I could go back with my mom, but she's going through a divorce and has her own problems.

I've come to the conclusion that most of my friends are shallow assholes.

I can't make a freakin' decision about what the hell I want to do in regards to school. I've flip flopped so many times it's ridiculous.

I'm tired of looking at all the sluty billboards on the way to work. That Balley's ass needs to go. Besides the job sucks. Too many drunken high rollers trying to pinch your ass is getting old.

Alright, enough bitching.

You're NEVER stuck and if it's bad, it's better to jump ship now before you're married with children

As far as school is concerned, you and I are the same age--I took two years off and am about to jump back into it again but I went back and forth many many many times. It's better to make a decision later than to spend money and go to school and change your mind after you've paid and decide you don't want to be there, don't want to do it, etc.

I had to look at that bitches ass every morning in Vegas. Our room faced the Bellagio where the sign was. I want tighter buns--it made me jealous

[estranged4life]

Originally Posted by lagringader&r

I don't want to pry and ask what's wrong, but I'm sorry you're not well and about your mother. Sounds like you have a lot of sh*t on you right now. We need a huge, gigantic hug smilie! *Imagine it right here*

last summer I started to develop esophagal problems, Which required a surgery and biopsy (Which was negative), No ooner than I healed from that then I started to have cardial problems, With my pulse rate jumping sky-high without notice...Saw the Dr. for that and they could not find any problems even though 2 separate EKG's showed that there was a problem (2 separate EKG's performed by 2 different doctors showed the same abnormal heart rhythm).

Even before this past summer's illnesses I have been battling severe headaches which morphed into daily migraines from hell (Which I still suffer daily), At first didnt really think more of 'em until this past may 3rd I was driven to the ER after nearly blacking out at home...My BP was abnormally high (177/110) so the ER doctor asked for a CT Scan to be performed, But he told my wife (Who is employed at the same hospital as a nurse) the CT Scan came back clear/'negative' (The Radiology techs just looked at my sinuses and not much more) so I was told my headaches were from "eye strain" (Which I thought was BS!!!) but I had a regular DR. appt the next week anyways.

My regular doctor, BKA "Doogie Howser" said the lead radiology doctor went over my CT Scan results and found a rather "abnormal calcification in the right temporal lobe" of my brain (Which the techs totally missed), Which could either have been the remnants of a pass stroke (!!!) or it could be a tumor (!!!) of some type...He said it seemed ironic that the headaches are happening and then this "abnormal calcification" appears, So they are very possibly related.

Guess we'll find out sooner than later...

[GardenStateGirlie]

Brian, you sound a lot like my father with all of your health issues--take care of yourself because lord knows, he doesn't. I hope they can isolate the problem(s) and take care of them for you.

[sparky]

Originally Posted by amber

No, they really aren't.

Really ?

Consider - your husband of five years and his secretary at work are going "downtown" on each other on a regular basis. You find out. Let me guess ? You forgive and forget because it "isn't really sex". Right ?

[xdreamsunwindx]

I really wish airfare wasn't so damn expensive. -_____-

[seeker007nmss]

Just got off the phone with a relative and got the "Why aren't you married yet". speach. "You must be too picky". And no... Just cause I am single at my age does not mean I am gay. (I have gay friends, and my relative can't understand why I would be friends with them if I am not gay myself. Gee, can't you like a person for themselves? Does it really matter their orientation? hello......

My turn to Rant: I am single. (An WAY older than most here) And straight. I would rather stay single and maybe, if ever, find Ms. right, than settle for a MS. right now. I am coming to the conclusion that I am from the past, (Still has manners, likes romance, would be nice just to talk to someone with their own opinions, ...etc) and the few dates I have had recently has led me to the conclusion that there is noone "normal" anymore.

Date One: Was more interested in my financial statements than me.

Date Two: Wanted to pick out china patterns after the first date. Is romance dead? Could you atleast find out my favorite color first? Why rush things? (Here is where my from another time kicks in. - Don't do one night stands, Sex and Love go hand in hand for me. If I don't truly love you, we ain't gettin' it on.) Not judging, thats just me.

Date Three: Hates Mac/Nicks - enough said. Sorry, have to accept me for me. Stevie/Mac been in my life far longer than you chicky.

Date Four: Looked like a 10 had the brain of a houseplant. Nice to look at, but need a bit more than that. Bored...bored...bored... Didn't know if we should go to dinner or if I should repot her. (I know it was an act, noone is THAT shallow and dumb - I kept looking for the dorsal fin. I could smell the setup.) And soon it showed itself. Sorry not financing your gambling habit. Why can't people be themselves? Tired of games.

So I am at the point I really don't care anymore. They say "Just stop looking and they will come into your life" 10 years later and still a no-show. AND I DON'T CARE. If the magic and spark isn't there, it isn't there. end of story. I accept it, why does everyone think because you haven't found her yet, something is "wrong"? Harummphffffff


Other Random Thoughts;

Why can't you buy a Decaffinated Coffee table?

[wondergirl9847]

I've heard all that crap before from MY family too. I'll be 30 next May. My mom was talking to a friend of hers one time and she said "Is Christy gay?" just because I wasn't married, have never dated or had a boyfrie....wait.

Sesly though, I don't mind being single, even though I wouldn't know what it was like to NOT be. I did kind of have a short thing in high school, but that a-hole doesn't count.

Anywho...I feel your pain.[/Clinton voice]

[seeker007nmss]

Originally Posted by wondergirl9847

I've heard all that crap before from MY family too. I'll be 30 next May. My mom was talking to a friend of hers one time and she said "Is Christy gay?" just because I wasn't married, have never dated or had a boyfrie....wait.

Sesly though, I don't mind being single, even though I wouldn't know what it was like to NOT be. I did kind of have a short thing in high school, but that a-hole doesn't count.

Anywho...I feel your pain.[/Clinton voice]

I just hit 40 a few months back. For some reason that is the "If it hasn't happened yet, it isn't going to happen" age for some people. Sorry, the romantic in me won't put an age limit on it.

[amber]

Originally Posted by seeker007nmss

Just got off the phone with a relative and got the "Why aren't you married yet". speach. "You must be too picky". And no... Just cause I am single at my age does not mean I am gay. (I have gay friends, and my relative can't understand why I would be friends with them if I am not gay myself. Gee, can't you like a person for themselves? Does it really matter their orientation? hello......

My turn to Rant: I am single. (An WAY older than most here) And straight. I would rather stay single and maybe, if ever, find Ms. right, than settle for a MS. right now. I am coming to the conclusion that I am from the past, (Still has manners, likes romance, would be nice just to talk to someone with their own opinions, ...etc) and the few dates I have had recently has led me to the conclusion that there is noone "normal" anymore.

Date One: Was more interested in my financial statements than me.

Date Two: Wanted to pick out china patterns after the first date. Is romance dead? Could you atleast find out my favorite color first? Why rush things? (Here is where my from another time kicks in. - Don't do one night stands, Sex and Love go hand in hand for me. If I don't truly love you, we ain't gettin' it on.) Not judging, thats just me.

Date Three: Hates Mac/Nicks - enough said. Sorry, have to accept me for me. Stevie/Mac been in my life far longer than you chicky.

Date Four: Looked like a 10 had the brain of a houseplant. Nice to look at, but need a bit more than that. Bored...bored...bored... Didn't know if we should go to dinner or if I should repot her. (I know it was an act, noone is THAT shallow and dumb - I kept looking for the dorsal fin. I could smell the setup.) And soon it showed itself. Sorry not financing your gambling habit. Why can't people be themselves? Tired of games.

So I am at the point I really don't care anymore. They say "Just stop looking and they will come into your life" 10 years later and still a no-show. AND I DON'T CARE. If the magic and spark isn't there, it isn't there. end of story. I accept it, why does everyone think because you haven't found her yet, something is "wrong"? Harummphffffff


Other Random Thoughts;

Why can't you buy a Decaffinated Coffee table?

awww...you deserve way better than that. I just only this year got the "yeah, you'll never have babies and we'll never have grandkids" speech from my parents. Didn't even think they cared.
Honestly, seeker, I'm suprised. Maybe it's because of where you live?
That's very strange.
Maybe it's cause you don't flirt??? JK - but it does help. But if you don't like someone, anyways, though, you shouldn't flirt with them.
I dunno, I can usually tell if I like someone right away. That would be the only person I'd ask out. If I asked people out.

[seeker007nmss]

Originally Posted by amber

awww...you deserve way better than that. I just only this year got the "yeah, you'll never have babies and we'll never have grandkids" speech from my parents. Didn't even think they cared.
Honestly, seeker, I'm suprised. Maybe it's because of where you live?
That's very strange.
Maybe it's cause you don't flirt??? JK - but it does help. But if you don't like someone, anyways, though, you shouldn't flirt with them.
I dunno, I can usually tell if I like someone right away. That would be the only person I'd ask out. If I asked people out.

I have lived in many places as a single (Chicago, Denver, Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Cincinnati). I usually get the following speaches:

"You are so great I wish I had someone to set you up with - (gee I thought I was trying to date you) "

I hear from friends that are girls about "how crummy their BF's are and wish they were more like me" - but they wont date me (Or worse married female friends who wish they had dated me instead back then. A bit late now!)

"I am not good enough for you speach - variation of the just friends speach". Must be the "new" thing.

(Here is one to make you cringe) - I over heard one of my relatives say: "If he wasn't my first cousin I would date him in a second. I won't even go there with a comment.

I think I need to go get a prison record, or stop bathing, or become an A**hole. Seems only way to find anyone these days.

Girls say they want a "nice guy". I beginning to think they really don't. Now where is that Harley catalog - maybe a tattoo- do they give Jerk classes anywhere? (Actually some of the nicest people I have met had harley's and tattoos....so that won't work).