The Just Thought I'd Share Thread

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Ok so......my mom is better. She is getting the meds that she needs to survive. But, because God has a sense of humour, I just found out that I may have the same health probs as my mom. Sooooo since her having me triggered all her medical issues, if I have kids I will have the same problems!? I'll find it all out from my dr on friday when the tests come back. Isn't life just great!? The one thing I hated and never wanted, is now what I long for and probably can't have........ How wonderful!!! I've been crying off and on all weekend. Trying to just not think about it. Put I just had to type this and put it in the universe! I'm scared sh_tl_ess and I don't know what to do. Smh....

On the flipside, I'm trying to cheer myself up by saying that if I can't have kids then I can go ahead and get nip/tuck'd right now! Lol! I've been waiting for a lil rugrat to come first but ta hell with that then! I can go get sexified!!!!! Smh......

FML!