Overcoming Obession

[TwistedGypsy]

I decided to put this in Gen. Disc. cause it could be anything that you obess about.
If you read earlier, I had decided to try and go to the Petty show in Atlanta tonight. While getting ready, something just didn't feel right. I've gone places without Mason for a few hours and been fine, but this time it felt different. Also I'd be taking money from my finacee's big change jug, which I felt really bad about. Then I'd have to make up a lie as to where I was. Cause if I went to another concert he would probably not marry me.
I REALLY wanted to go, but talked myself out of it. I'm not happy but I'm proud that I did not give into temptation.
I kept telling myself its not the end of the world and they'll always be more.
Anyone else ever felt like this, about anything?