The Just Thought I'd Share Thread

[Silver Springs]

i dont even know why i post anymore....its not as though i have anthinig of interest to say

[Silver Springs]

god....im such a tool *sigh*

[Silver Springs]

should just learn to keep my thoughts to myself if i have nothing useful top share with the board

[Silver Springs]

i miss the people who used to keep me company on this ste. one by one they all deserted me.

[Silver Springs]

where did you all go? is it that im just such bad company that you couldnt take me any longer? i know his sickness well. i had it my whole life

[Silver Springs]

They say life boils down to a series of moments, each moment dictating the course of your life for years to come. But what if the most important of your moments are merely fragrant dreams, possessing you with desires that could never possibly sustain themselves? Some may call it a delusion, a fallacy even to believe in the infinite; In the stark revelation that one could be anything more than what they present themselves to be. But what if this is a dream? What if the only way to make our dreams a reality was to take life by the overbearing horns and march into the face of the abyss? It seems illogical to expect the best from what seems to be the worst, but one can never be too sure about what really is the true face of it. Life may seem ugly, scary and downright terrifying sometimes, but maybe its just part of the grand design., its true form only presenting itself on the pinnacle of perfection. But what is perfection? Nobody has an exact definition, hence nobody has ever seen the complete, wondrous freedom life could be if you just let go. Maybe it is only in death that we can finally understand the illusion,i want to understand the illusion. like a magician's favourite trick. It doesn't simply come down to pulling a Rabbit out of a hat, it being so crass it couldn't possibly be the full, complete meaning of it. One must have to think of the deeper illusion. How did the Rabbit find itself lost in the dark, texturous mass? How did the magician know to find it? How did they know how to work together in order to save each other from looking the fool? It all comes down to luck. It is said that we make our own luck, if one chooses to believe in the dire concept. But maybe, just maybe, life involves more than "luck". Maybe one giant leap of faith is required. Unquestioning, constant belief in the unbelievable and unforeseeable. But we as a people have lost that ability to trust. It was lost when we discovered ourselves. When we discovered that we could be so much more than fire and the wheel presenting itself in dreams. To the err apparent, we are but fleeting. It is only in dreams that we may truly evolve.

[Silver Springs]

as though i expect anybody to read that anyway...*sigh*

[Silver Springs]

so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend

[HomerMcvie]

Originally Posted by RickRobert

Gah I know how this feels. Sometimes all my "friends" except for a few who aren't supposed to be my best friends per se will just ignore me for days with no explanation. There's just a handful of them who don't treat me like crap when it suits them or try putting me down all the time for fun. Can't do anything about it until I leave for uni late next year though. C'est la vie

You need to fire the ones who treat you like crap. For a long time, I was pretty much a loner. I mean, I had friends, but not a sh*t ton of them(because I didn't really want any more). But, for the past 18 months, I've sort of blossomed, socially. And as I've gained many more friends, I decided to delete the ones that treated me like crap. And that was the best decision, ever. Really.

And it can have positive consequences, too. One of them, who constantly insulted me...I fired him. I explained quite clearly, that I did care about him, but his constant insults made me feel like sh*t, about myself, and I just didn't need someone like that in my life. And after about six months of us not talking, we're now friends again. And he now treats me with respect...because I won't have it any other way. You should do the same, IMO.

[Meowi]

My school bus never came.
No school today!

[RickRobert]

WTF Bee!

Originally Posted by HomerMcvie

You need to fire the ones who treat you like crap. For a long time, I was pretty much a loner. I mean, I had friends, but not a sh*t ton of them(because I didn't really want any more). But, for the past 18 months, I've sort of blossomed, socially. And as I've gained many more friends, I decided to delete the ones that treated me like crap. And that was the best decision, ever. Really.

And it can have positive consequences, too. One of them, who constantly insulted me...I fired him. I explained quite clearly, that I did care about him, but his constant insults made me feel like sh*t, about myself, and I just didn't need someone like that in my life. And after about six months of us not talking, we're now friends again. And he now treats me with respect...because I won't have it any other way. You should do the same, IMO.

Thanks, I have tried before but when it comes to school I pretty much have no chance at this point since after six years I've pretty much established myself in that group so to speak. They're not so bad half the time but I'm not gonna make the same mistake next year.

[Silver Springs]

sorry.....

[RickRobert]

If you need to talk to someone you can always PM me.

[Sahara]

Feeling a bit disconnected from people lately ... too much time studying, too much time on my own. Nice to get back to the Ledge and feel like I'm on the same page with people

[CreepingDeath]

Bee, you can PM anytime. My life is in shambles, but that' not an excuse to be a bad friend. My apologies.