Random Thoughts/Express Yourself - Page 15

tuigirl · #**211** 07-02-2005, 01:21 AM

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Originally Posted by lagringader&r

Yep, I know. He is work. When we were on the same level, we got along. When I changed (when I got clean) our relationship changed and everything was different. We started fighting, he began to get really paranoid I was going to leave him. I did, so maybe he wasn't so paranoid. The things we did together, we didn't do anymore. I can live with him hating Stevie and FM. We broke up soon after I went to Vegas. We had the biggest fight we'd ever had, but I think it was years of **** coming to the surface. I could go on and on, but I don't want to bore. There's one reason I want to go back. Well, two. I'm lonely and I love him.

I don't want to preach or anything, coz I really don't know you and your relationship, but sometimes, it can be more lonely being in a relationship, than actually not (does that make sense?) sometimes it's best to cut your losses, and make that change by leaving and finding "real "love, the kind that is so much easier, by being the true you .
All, I can say is I've been there and done that and it can all work out in the end.....good luck with any decision you make.

diamondsnake · #**212** 07-02-2005, 01:28 AM

My random thought is that it is allmost three in the morning and I am wide awake!!! Why can't I be tired at night and awake during the day instead of the other way around?

lagringader&r · #**213** 07-02-2005, 01:36 AM

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Originally Posted by tuigirl

I don't want to preach or anything, coz I really don't know you and your relationship, but sometimes, it can be more lonely being in a relationship, than actually not (does that make sense?) sometimes it's best to cut your losses, and make that change by leaving and finding "real "love, the kind that is so much easier, by being the true you .
All, I can say is I've been there and done that and it can all work out in the end.....good luck with any decision you make.

Thanks. I'll figure it out. I appreciate the advice.

lagringader&r · #**214** 07-02-2005, 01:38 AM

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Originally Posted by diamondsnake

My random thought is that it is allmost three in the morning and I am wide awake!!! Why can't I be tired at night and awake during the day instead of the other way around?

See my first post in this thread.

diamondsnake · #**215** 07-02-2005, 01:41 AM

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Originally Posted by lagringader&r

See my first post in this thread.

You have the same problem, huh? Missery loves company, so... HI!!!!

lagringader&r · #**216** 07-02-2005, 01:46 AM

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Originally Posted by diamondsnake

You have the same problem, huh? Missery loves company, so... HI!!!!

I'm not sure whether I'm misery or company, but hi back!!!

I may actually attempt sleep as I'm feeling just a little dopey. We'll see if it takes..

diamondsnake · #**217** 07-02-2005, 01:48 AM

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Originally Posted by DeadliestPoison

Heh. Yesterday? I went to bed at 11 in the morning. I woke up at 6 in the evening.

This is a common theme every summer for me. I'd be screwed if I had a job.

Oh my God that is horrible!!! Sometimes this happens to me in a futile attempt to not go to bed one night in order to get myself back on a normal schedule. Have you ever tried this? There is not enough coffee in the world to make my body stay up for 36 hours!

diamondsnake · #**218** 07-02-2005, 01:51 AM

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Originally Posted by lagringader&r

I'm not sure whether I'm misery or company, but hi back!!!

I may actually attempt sleep as I'm feeling just a little dopey. We'll see if it takes..

Your on the West Coast though, it isn't even midnight there yet. Sweet dreams though!

diamondsnake · #**219** 07-02-2005, 01:57 AM

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Originally Posted by DeadliestPoison

Well, it was really only because I started reading 1984 around... 5 in the morning. Then Buffy was on, so I watched that (even though I have all the episodes on DVD

). Then Spongebob was on, so I watched that. Then I read some more. Flipped around some channels, saw Gilmore Girls was on. Watched that.

Then I decided to force myself to go to sleep.

My deal is that, when I read before I go to sleep, I usually like to read a chapter. The chapters in 1984? Really short. So if I only read one, I'd feel cheated or something, so I ended up reading 60some pages. If I'm not reading, then I ALWAYS find something on TV that I watch. Then something else. Then something else. And that's why I stay up all the time.

It's soooo haaard getting back on track for school. I usually have to bust out the Tylenol PMs or Melatonin or something.

So it sounds like the real problem here is that you are a TV adict! lol

Don't feel bad, I'm one too! My poison lately has been Nanny 911 and I Love Lucy! LOL

diamondsnake · #**220** 07-02-2005, 02:09 AM

I need a new desk chair. My ass hurts.

Does that count as a random thought? Probably because I have been posting on the ledge for hours now and haven't gotten up off my lazy behind tonight...

NaiveMelody23 · #**221** 07-02-2005, 02:11 AM

If I was a beaver, I think i would rather get my wood at Home Depot than Lowes, because the wood at Home Depot is softer than it is at Lowes.

dont ask.

estranged4life · #**222** 07-02-2005, 02:18 AM

just got back home from yet another ER visit, And even though I am very nauseated, dizzy, clamy skinned, running a slight fever, very pale, having chest pains/quickening of the pulse and feeling like utter **** I get stuck with a clueless asstard of a MD, Who gives me a pill for the nausea and dizziness and that's all, Sends me home...Nothing else was said to me, So I guess I will lie here in bed FUBAR

I think my primary MD "Doogie Howser" is gonna be pissed if I take an even turn for the worse due to that assclown on a MD

diamondsnake · #**223** 07-02-2005, 02:23 AM

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Originally Posted by estranged4life

just got back home from yet another ER visit, And even though I am very nauseated, dizzy, clamy skinned, running a slight fever, very pale, having chest pains/quickening of the pulse and feeling like utter **** I get stuck with a clueless asstard of a MD, Who gives me a pill for the nausea and dizziness and that's all, Sends me home...Nothing else was said to me, So I guess I will lie here in bed FUBAR

I think my primary MD "Doogie Howser" is gonna be pissed if I take an even turn for the worse due to that assclown on a MD

Oh God, what is wrong with you? Did they run blood work?

The other night I felt like I was going to throw up. I was down on my knees, sweating, I couldn't breathe, and I felt like someone was punching me in the stomach. I couldn't move and I was clinging onto a wall because I blacked out and couldn't see anything. And five minutes later, I was fine! It was the weirdest thing. I was sure I was dying and having a seizure or a stroke or something. I am scared that something is seriously wrong with me though...

sara1998 · #**224** 07-02-2005, 04:21 AM

1 Tequila, 2 Tequila, 3 Tequila, FLOOR! Boy do I feel liek ****. I had a little too mcuh... I'm going to be d now.......

lagringader&r · #**225** 07-02-2005, 04:30 AM

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Originally Posted by estranged4life

just got back home from yet another ER visit, And even though I am very nauseated, dizzy, clamy skinned, running a slight fever, very pale, having chest pains/quickening of the pulse and feeling like utter **** I get stuck with a clueless asstard of a MD, Who gives me a pill for the nausea and dizziness and that's all, Sends me home...Nothing else was said to me, So I guess I will lie here in bed FUBAR

I think my primary MD "Doogie Howser" is gonna be pissed if I take an even turn for the worse due to that assclown on a MD

I hope you're sleeping now and comfortable. I'm sorry you had a hard night.