
12-23-2010, 06:18 PM
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Originally Posted by louielouie2000
So I've been having body/self esteem issues lately. I think anyone who was ever an insecure, chubby, dorky kid will always feel like they are one... and those old issues flare up from time to time. Anyway, I went to Chipotle for a late lunch today, and I totally made the younger gay boy behind the counter blush, stutter nervously, and shaky while he was preparing my food. It was like the perfect ego boost at the perfect time  . Sometimes it's just nice to get a totally random affirmation that you've still got it! 
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I can relate to this completely. I have the same problems when it comes to confidence and self esteem. But I always feel a little better when I go into my local HMV. There's a (slightly) older guy who works behind the counter who everybody I know believes has a crush on me. He always smiles when I come to his register and he brings out things from the store room for me to have first look at when they're not even supposed to be on the shelf yet. He's just generally a really sweet man I've noticed he's a bit arsey with other customers so it makes me feel special.
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