Happy Birthday, Jason... It is a year ago tomorrow...

[CarneVaca]

A loss, especially one of this magnitude, is something you always carry with you. I've experienced loss, but I can't pretend to imagine what you have gone through.

From your post, it appears you are getting stronger everyday. And that's a blessing of course. I'll root for you, that you become stronger still and that those bad days grow farther and farther apart and who knows, maybe even go away entirely. Continue to focus on your little one, as you have been. She is your light.