the hardest demos to find

[bluecrystal]

in my years of everything stevie, i still have never come across any of these 'supposed demos' so if anyone has some please post, or if anyone has any to add to the list feel free:

gods garden (duet version)
alice - demo
blue denim (alternate)
do you know - alternate demo
docklands - alternate version
doing the best that i can (version where she starts out "im a grown up...im not a child
Ghosts (alternate demo)
The Grandfather Song
In the back of my mind - demo
inspiration - import cd single
knockin on doors
no questions asked - 1:21 outtake
sara - cleaning lady tusk outtake 6:47
silent night - version #1
some become strangers - outtake
twisted - demo #2
and any of the chris lord alge remixes that were supposed to be on timespace like violet and blue, sleeping angel and battle of the dragon
lastly, the julia demos, i have a tone that i can't organize and i missing take #12

don't know why, never came across any of these demos