I need some Advise, I had a horrible Day....

[Chrislit18]

Considering yesterday, Im surprised today was so bad.

First of all, I wake up with this humungous ZIT on my damn nose, near where my eye is, and its-you guessed it-Picture day
This is just after getting a farm of em off of my forehead in the past two weeks.

Then, My friend Sarah didnt come to school until late, so I couldnt talk to her about it, and Rachellll was talking to Melyssa, who randomly came up to us, so its not like my friends could really help me about that.

After that, later in the day in gym class [yeah, I hate the class, but because of picture day we didnt have to do anything ], Me and Sarah were talking about this kid I like [yeah thats new, because I didnt even want to like anybody this year, but I met this kid at an afterschool program, I will not disclose the name as if anyone from school reads this I'd be found out.] and how he supposedly has a college girlfriend who graduated from our school last year. PSH like I can compete with that. Im just a stupid sophomore, and anyways theyve been going out since like April-Mayish. And Sarah says shes a slut anyways, but what can ya do right? And this girl who thinks shes 'little miss perfect' thinks I'm 'being negative'. umm, if the guy you liked had a girlfriend wouldnt you be upset? but wait, shes been going out with this kid since like last year, so she can shut up. The only good thing about gym class, is that the guy who was taking pictures [he was like OLD] said I had a great smile.

In AP history, we got our tests back. I have never failed a test before this one. I got a 38. then on some stupid homework sheet I usually do do, the one I DIDNT do had to be turned in, so I scribbled what I thought the Doc. was about on it, and then I basically get called out in class on it. And I got a 1/5 on that.

Thankfully nothing happened D block [except kids got new seats, and now I have nobody in front of me which sucks]

But at lunch, I of course, get kicked out of my table by this wierd kid on my bus, and I have to sit with Adam [hes been kindof friends with me since like 8th grade] and his friends, and some of them are kindof my friends too. That wasnt too bad, because we were joking around the whole time.

And on the bus, this kid Ive been friends with since he moved here, wouldnt let me sit with him, as he usually does, so I almost had to sit with this kid who never washes his hair. but luckily someone else let me sit with them. but after he got off, that kid who kicked me out of my lunch seat, came over, and smothered me on my damn seat. I had NO ROOM! and I am a big girl, not like weight-wise, I'm average there, but Im VERY tall. and have VERY long legs. And thats not right to me, cause this kid, just moved here this year. Ive been on the bus since 7th grade.


then when I get home, I tell my mom what happened, and she wouldnt let me out of a hug, cause I made her hug me. And it just sucks

And now my Friend Sarah is saying to me over myspace how this kid [and I know 2 more do too] might like her, and she bitches just cause this one kid doesnt.

I just dont get it.
I havent done anything wrong, and yet, God seems to hate me.
seriously.
And I dont think Ive ever cried this much before,
and even listening to FM on the bus didnt help.
And the thing about that kid I like just depresses the hell out of me, and the fact how I did so bad on my test, and I dont know what to say. I just need some help.

I mean even about the kid i like, whenever I like someone, something always goes wrong with it
In 7th grade that kid hated my guts
in 8th grade, well I think this kid may bat for the other team, and I dont care cause hes still my friend now, but he didnt have any interest in me
last year the guy was just a people user, and he used me for answers in French class [part of the reason Im never taking it again after this semester]
and now the kid I like has a girlfriend

I dont know, I guess my lovelife has been doomed from the start.

Being a Teenager sucks
Point Blank.