When do you stay up till?

[amber]

I'm a two ish, mainly three ish stayer upper. Also, I mostly sleep accordingly. A lot of times when I wake up in the earlier morning, the lighting bothers me. It's fine if I have to work, I guess, not really - but if I don't, I often wake up, look out the window...and just feel really bad! Like I feel pretty unproductive, and usually a bit depressed. I look out my window, and get all sad and feeling like I could never get anything done right then, and if I did, I'd feel crappy the whole time.

People toss around the terms "morning person" and "night person", like it is an easily overcomeable whim that you choose, but really, trying to switch can be hard. I mean many times morning light (she says, when will I see you, he says, I don't think tomorrow baybeh!) really makes me feel very bad. Icky, just icky. I dunno why, but that is the most precise way I can describe it.

It contributes to my morning ennui that we often have morning fog...but that isn't totally it.

I like getting up early in the winter to do sunrise yoga (I know that sounds cheesy, and I'm not really like that, but the winter sunrise through my windows is so beautiful and invigorating. No, I don't know why, but it's true. I've tried to resist)

Another a good morning activity is the hill hike. It is very refreshing to bust your ass into a naturey, uncrowded, freshy morning hike into lovely ground. Sure, it's a challenge sometimes to get started, but once you do, it is sublime.
Naturally, I only do that sporadically. But I do love it.

My most best active time is probably between 3 or 4pm until 8 or 9 - and all the time after that. I can feel the general drop in the vibes of other people's energy late at night, and so can hang out with my own energy much better. All the quiet of very late at night frees my mind to think.


"Airy fairy?! Me?!" *gasps unbelievingly*