Has everyone seen the UNCUT SN behind the music segments are up on youtube?

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfsLu5V3N6w


It's really good. The extra interview time clarifies some things, or explains them better. There is also more music played throughout, which I found much more enjoyable.
I've been getting really emotional lately about Stevie/Mac. I keep bursting into tears. I think it's from...realizing that nothing will ever sound that great again. No one will ever do that. At first I thought I was imagining it, or it was pms or something. But it's not, it's discovering a new beautiful sound each time I listen, even though I've been listening pretty exclusively for at least the past 12 years, plus unwittingly falling in love when I was little.

The past few days it's been the harmonies on Never Forget and Honey Hi that have been really getting to me. I can't believe how they sound together. Each voice distinctive, but also blending perfectly.
But it could be anything. Almost any time I listen to Stevie's voice, especially from the early to mid years, or when she does harmonies with herself - I can't believe that there will never be anything like that again, including Stevie herself. It's gone. And at the same time as I am sad, it's too much beauty, it fills me with uncontainable joy.

I dunno, maybe all that sounds dumb. Maybe I'm "pre-mourning" and also mourning that I wasn't there when it happened; I couldn't have more of it. I want more, I want more forever. I want something exactly like "that" always being newly created. I never want to be without "that". I want a new exact same band renewed for eternity. If there's an afterlife, I want them to be the constant soundtrack there, too. And I want to touch stevie's hand once during the edge walk!!

It's really been affecting me, I really have been crying, either from being sad or from being so joyful. And otherwise I'm pretty happy and regular right now, things are going fine. It's starting to freak me out a little. I'm not usually quite this mushy.

Anyway, the uncut Stevie BTM is pretty cool.
A couple segments are missing - Part 3 most notably, when they are "discovered". That's one of my favorite parts 'cause it has the live Rhiannon clip, and the snippet of Say You Love Me, and everyone is all happy and beautiful and getting famous and being stars and touring and sounding great together and coming up with kick ass rad songs.