What do I do? I can't get over it.

[SapphireSister]

My number one recommendation - be strong and do whatever you can to avoid him at all costs! At this point he is totally unavailable for a serious relationship and you must not forget that. If he wants to be with you he will leave his partner and you will be together but until he leaves this other guy he's not yours Curtis. Do NOT go to TJ Maxx where you know he works and you block HIM from messaging you. More importantly, DO NOT f*ck him no matter what. I'm sorry to be blunt here but that only makes it more difficult to move on.

Ever heard the expression out of sight, out of mind? Well right now that would be the best thing for you. I know he lives down the street so it might be hard but don't put yourself in a position where you know he may pop up. You'll never get over him if you continue contacting him (and vice-versa) and remember, you want to be with someone that wants to be with you. If you don't try to cease contact you have no one to blame but yourself and this pain will never end. I'm only saying this because I've been in the same position and it sucks arse honey (((hugs))).