Random Thoughts/Express Yourself...Part II

[lagringader&r]

Originally Posted by Mari

hey! I was wondering where you were the past few days. About your dad, don't feel guilty.. maybe I don't know how to say it, but I can imagine what you're feeling very well. Just don't be so hard on yourself, you're there and that's something.
Brasil? wow

Gawd, you really are sweet! Somebody actually noticed I was gone? You have no idea how good that made me feel. Thanks. Being here with him is a reminder everyday of what he didn't want (me) and now I'm forced on him. I always feel about 2 feet tall when I'm anywhere near him. So, I'm trying not to be hard on myself and I am here for him. I don't hold grudges either. I knew it's something I had to do for him and maybe for me, too. Thanks for thinking about me! xoxoxoxoxoxo