Random Thoughts/Express Yourself

[estranged4life]

Originally Posted by lagringader&r

I would try to inject some humor here in something a friend of mine said once "when life takes a piss on you, get pissed and live life". This guy never says deep ****, so this was kind of a shock. It's not really humorous as much as it's true. The thing that you're going through is bull****. You shouldn't have it. You sound like a really good guy (the perfect guy I said before), you are in love with your wife, you are killer hot, and you've had enough (losing your mom). Get pissed at this, fight it and take care of yourself, even if it means being a little selfish about it. As happy as you seem, your wife would be devastated if anything happened. For that reason alone, fight it.

fighting as best as I can, I just dont fall over and give in too much on things.

My older sister Lesa (Whom I have only known since Feb 8th of this year) has said I am the one strongest willed people she has ever known. She was shocked to learn after her return home to California that I was ill the whole time of her visit...Even when I took her to our Mother's grave I hid my ill health cause I had to be strong for Lesa, I cannot fathom how she felt to finally after 41 years of looking to be in her biological Mother's presence, But to only be in her presence as she lies for eternity in peace...She was lucky to be able to talk to Mom for the 2 months before Mom's death. And yes, Lesa (Along with my other just discovered older sister Chris) was robbed moreso than my 2 brothers and myself.

Trust me, If I could make it through the hell I have been through since the end of 2003 I should be able to make it through my health issues without incident