The "OMG I'm dying" hypochondria/mental health thread

[markolas]

I went to urgent care back in Sept. He did a urine test which came back w/ blood - said he wanted to wait a week and do a 2nd one, and if there was still blood, he'd send me to a urologist. 2nd urine test came back normal. He seemed totally unconcerned about any of it. I don't want to go back just to have him send me to a urologist.

I've had no blood since Thursday, but I do have back pain (I had no pain, back or otherwise, in September), which is more uncomfortable than intense, and I think it's related to me sleeping/sitting in weird positions and not moving around enough. Anyway, I don't feel as "off" as I did earlier. I have major seasonal depression, and the gray, rainy weather we're currently enjoying makes me want to slit my wrists.