The Just Thought I'd Share Thread

[HomerMcvie]

Originally Posted by markolas

My life sucks. JTIS.

You're not alone. Mine does, too.

While I'm successful in most aspects of life, the one aspect that has been the most important to me, has always escaped me. Love.

I'm still ~sort of~ seeing the grad student that I was, for the past two+ years, but the reins were pulled in on me, this past summer, and we now only have a "friends plus" sort of arrangement. Which.I.hate. One date a week(maybe two, on a good week). But I do it, because it's all I've got. I don't want hookups, I don't want friends plus. I want it all, and I'm consistently denied it. Because, "I just don't feel that we're ~perfect~ for each other".

And it sucks. I'm not happy with it, but we can't seem to break the connection(albeit limited now) between us. I'm still in love, but I feel it slowly being pulled from my body. The last thing I want to do, is give up, but...

JTIS