I'm sorry for your loss and send my condolences.
THAT Wednesday night in October I could have easily killed myself, but what good would that have done? The 2 OHP troopers even asked if I owned any weapons - which I do not - because they were concerned I MAY hurt myself. The reason I don't own any weapons is because I myself know what I am capable of when faced with news that may cause a 'reaction' - and if I react 'unrationally' then I wouldn't be here to type this post.
Was I suicidal after Debbie's death? Yes. Am I suicidal now? Nope. I am dealing with my issues via grief counseling so the thoughts of ending this life are now non-existance.
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"To acknowledge death is to accept freedom and responsibility."
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