My fears are pretty limited, but the ones I do hold are kind of irrational and I just can't get past them.
- Cracking my back. I'm terrified of it. I never have. Never have let anyone else. I just know that the one time it pops, I'll end up completely paralyzed, rolling around in a wheelchair that I control with my mouth or something completely ridiculous.
- Being sprayed in the face. Even when I get in the shower in the morning, I have to cover up my face with my hands and let the water run over my hands, gradually to my face, then I can kind of deal with it, but only briefly. It's not about water really because I'm perfectly fine having my face underwater like in a pool.. it's just the actual spray. If someone squirted me in the face with a spray bottle or water gun, I'd flip the **** out. I don't know why.
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Yup. I'm in hell.
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