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Originally Posted by shackin'up
Bi-polar disorder is something that really is disturbing in one's life, but no cancer sweety. Be happy with it. It's something one can live with and work with, so it gets more "controlable", maybe with some relatively harmless medication, I bet you can handle this. On the other hand, without the disorder you possibly wouldn't have gotten on the obsessive FM/LB-high that brought you to more liveshows and artist-contacts any other fan dream of.
I don't want to ridicule it, david, it's a bitter pill to take, but please look at it in perspective.
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But you know whats funny about the FM/LB obsession thing? I mean I knew back in the day that If I was ever lucky enough to come into contact with any of the band members I felt I would act in a civil polite manner. It's like the focus has ALWAYS been on the music for me. THe whole meeting the people in the band thing I've always taken as a bonus, NEVER as some kind of right I may or may not have because of how many concerts I've seen. That's how I find that balance I think.