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Originally Posted by estranged4life
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I dont mind getting old, I still look good for a 37 year old (Had some ladies at the Stevie/Eye-sack show ask if I was in my late 20's/early 30's). I have a young at heart mind...Which helps to center me sometimes...
BUT, I deal with the thoughts of suicide all the time, sad to say (Mainly because the death of my Mom dealt me a major blow)...I will never do it since it would hurt those close to me, especially my 'friend' nickay (bka Christy). I made a promise to her to stick around and I intend to be here for awhile...Have a bigger 'prize' ahead in my life motivating me to be alive.
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Dude, I am really sorry to hear about all of that. I really am.
I couldn't even imagine the pain of losing a parent..... At all....
