I have learned that its very hard to find another gay guy to be with when you aren't out of the closet and go to an all boys school. My friends do not suspect a thing. All of my best friends are guys and I am not attracted to them at all, which is why I think I am their friends. I really don't have any girl buddies that gay guys usually have just because, IMO, I come off as straight. Theres this girl thats rubbing up to me and talk that she likes me or so I hear, so thats gunna get awkward fast.
Its. Hard. Being. Gay.
Ryan we should start a club.