I just want to thank each and every one of you that posted a message for me. I really appreciate it. I know that if I don't have a lot of support that I'll never make it through this. Your support means the world to me.
Besides helping myself, I'm trying to help my mother right now. She came to my house to stay for a little while with my husband and me, and she is really struggling with this. It hurts even more to watch her suffer. I just feel so empty like someone has ripped my insides out. I'm numb, and I'm just going through the motions right now. That is the best way I can describe it. I hope that these feelings above will lessen with time. Thank you for the thoughts and prayers.
