[Musicman408]

You all, I really can't even describe how much I appreciate all of the words. I have a few crutial points that I have to make though that I really NEED your opinions on........

Point #1: When I first started getting to know Sarah and stuff (the end of last school year and the beginning of this year) she used to always hug me, tell me how adorable I was and said "I love you" (you girls have no idea how much it drives guys crazy when you say that and don;t FOR REAL mean it). We used to hug all of the time, and in the mornings when I would be talking with my clique in front of our lockers before school and she would go to her locker (which was accross from where my group hung out) she would always say hi, and I'd walk over and we'd talk a little. Then the talkings became shorter and shorter. Then the "I love you's" came to an end as did the hugs. I used to remember those hugs.... Got my day started well...... Hints, if you've read my song lyrics on my myspace page I say "I used to be greeted with red velvet mornings....."

Now, it seems like no conversation ever takes place unless i bud in and start it. I haven't seen her at her locker in the mornings for weeks. I can't tell you the last time she told me I was adorable or hugged me or told me she "loved me"........ No joke, and it's like heartache........ Here's the question..... WHY HAS THIS HAPPENED????


Point #2: So her singing partner in the group....... There was a time when she had feelings for him. But he is really an ass (as someone here mention girls seem to like those kind of guys). So she then turned on him. Now, when she talks to him, she has this smile on her face, this glow about her........ And just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, when we were leaving after our performance tonight, they kind of walked to her dad together and she hugged him and told him goodbye....... I was so livid that I just kept walking along, eventually passing, and not even a word from Ms. Sarah......... Not even a goodbye.......



Conclusion: I am sure I am leaving stuff off but its all I can think of at the moment....... I just don't know what to do....... I just want to be with her so bad, and not even for sex.... No joke. I just love being around her and I just want to hold her in my arms and never let go, and I know that is sooooo corny, but it is so the truth.

Since I have never had a girlfriend and never asked a girl out, I really just don't know what to do. I need to figure why things have changed with her and I need to get our relationship back to the way it was........


Oh yeah, and I need to get rid of the other guy.......... (that's a joke in a way).

Please Help,
Ethan

So I begin to wonder