Lisa,
Please check in and let us know how you are doing. I read your post as a little more serious than the seasonal blahs and I am worried.
I get my seasonal blues in the summer for some reason. Something about feeling like I have to be outside and cheery all the time, when most of my hobbies are indoor activities. I'm usually in much better spirits in the fall and winter because I can go to my movies or museums and not feel guilty like I should be at a beach or something.
I've also had clinical depression, and that is much different.
Anyway, tell us a little more about what's going on.
