[AliceLover]

The only people I am out to is the online world and that is just recently. I don't think I could ever picture myself coming out to my friends and family. Its just so hard. My dad would be upset, my mom would probably be like "I knew it". I think i might lose some friends, not because they are assholes but because theu just don't want to hang out with the gay kid. I would be paranoid in school like everyone is looking at me because I can out. Same with like family parties...i think my moms side of the family would be very surprised an kind of upset. I can see myself coming out at college. Its just such a hard topic and my answer is I really don't know. You would never know id you met me in person. I'm very straight on the outside.

Stuff I wanted to add:

Do you know how hard it is to meet someone in my place??? I am always with friends so its like forget it. Whenever I go out alone I never see anybody that really catches my interest. yet when I am with friends I am being checked out LOL (well one time). So I am single at the moment.