Commend me all you like - I commend myself for it
It just really never appeaed to me. I mean I had that one wild year in college (it was really a long Summer) and that was it for the hard stuff. But, I will say this - it was on FUN FUKCING SUMMER
What really turned me from it was I saw what it was doing to my friends - all the whispering around me and lies told to me by addicts either/or for me to pay for it or to hide the fact that they were doing so much of it. I stunned me actually. I mean I could give a rat's a$$ who sees me drinking. But, hard drugs are different. They make people shifty and if you are not on them, you do not exist.
I used to do a bunch of perscription drugs - mainly Ambien (I have a hard time sleeping and sometimes sleep only two or so hours a night) - But, I pretty much stopped that. I also took pain killers for awhile because of my bad knee and back - but those are some scary shiitte - we were never made to feel that good