oh, god, i am the queen of crushes.
i have a huge crush right now, which started in december. it's actually moved beyond crush. my initial intention was just to get the guy to notice me. well, he did, and we've become good friends. but it's hard for me - and he knows how i feel. but there are circumstances... starting with the fact that we live in different cities, and he is 15 years older than me. and there are others, too. sigh. but i have not given up hope. we have a real connection.
i also have a couple of smaller crushes on guys i work with. i am a shameless flirt!
but these are more for fun and diversion. the one i talked about first makes my heart ache. so i can really relate.