Curtis, I don't know you very well-er..well..at all really, but I'm really sorry that you are having to go thru this. The hardest part is dealing with it. Believe me. I was in a relationship-then "I" ended it. I never really dealt with it, and five years later it came back to bite me in the ass. The second time around I was the one that was heartbroken, but in the end, I made damn sure that I dealt with the pain. I also learned alot of things about myself that I really never knew. It was so hard, and I cried for months, but I got through it and you will too. And I'm not trying to quote stevie, or get into the "cliche" thing, but love really is a state of mind. You can fall in love with people and you can fall out of love with them. It is a conscious decision. It's just we dont' want to fall out of love with them. we "stevie" fans love to just drown in our misery, don't we
also-Try not to do the rebound thing because that will only make things more complicated and possibly hurt someone else. whoever said it was more of an addiction/obsession is completely right. It completely consumes you and you can't even see anymore. Most of my friends had never seen me in that shape. I was always the strong one, and here I was, completely heartbroken. It was difficult. And there are even more things that I am having to deal with now, but I'll get thru it and so will you!!! Geesh..I even made a "completely and totally depressing songs" cd. DO that....go take a bubble bath, cry your eyes out and wake up tomorrow and see how you feel. If you feel like doing it again tomorrow-go for it.
another song....*sob* I can't make you love me-bonnie raitt...*crrrrryyyyy*
oh..and I can keep 'em coming *L*
chicago's look away, faith hill-let me let go, 3doors down-here without you
o.k. those were my depressing songs-along with others. soon you will be able to graduate to "YOU'RE A F*CKING ASSHOLE" music! that's the FUN part!! weeee!!!
*big hugs*