Heartbreak can be the worst thing, EVER. Everyone here has given you such great advce, but the problem is, until YOU'RE ready to move on, you won't listen. Curtis, promise me you'll stop with the booty calls. I only know you through this forum, but you seem SO far above that to me. You can tell yourself that you're using him too, but deep down you're not. You want him to feel about you the way you do about him. I was in the same position many years ago (haven't we all been at some point?). I never thought I would feel that kind of passion again. I knew I could be involved with other men, but never did I think I could feel such strong chemistry. But I did! And you will too.
I wish you the best of luck and lots of strength with this.
