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Originally Posted by GateandGarden
Frankly I still haven't gotten past the twenty years I spent as a repressed homosexual. I still haven't figured out how to forgive myself. I'm not saying everyone goes through something where they feel guilt and shame over it but that's my experience. For me, it's not just "over and done." One day it will be, hopefully, but so soon, I'm thinking.
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That's nothing to beat yourself up over. For you, it took 20 years to realize who you were....nothing shameful about that...some still don't know who they are....and end up in a lifestyle that's not their own and live a lie for their entire existance on earth....that's something to be ashamed about. Why live a life not worth living? You found out early....you know who you are. You didn't discover yourself when it was too late.
BTW....Don't ever be someone in public or around family that you are not. Always be the Hillary you want to be. If not, I will kick your ass. You've been through turmoil to became the lady that you want to be. Don't change that for anyone....or I will kick your ass if you do.
