[lagringader&r]

Hi Lux! Thanks for the welcome back, Jill!

Amber, I think our lives are planned out and that's why we have these. I think sometimes we muck it up (I'm controlling my gutter mouth now) and then things have to get back into swing. My auntie has a theory about why I have them now. She said my senses were so dulled by my using that now everything is coming in much sharper than it would ordinarily. That makes sense. I spent most of my life in a stupor and now I see things almost too keenly. I wasn't totally clean when I first started having them but I was *clean-er*, meaning I'd slowed down. If I had them about something good, I could deal. I don't want to have them about something bad. So, Estranged, I can so relate. But I do think our lives are planned out coz there really is no explaining it any other way. If there was any relation at all between the premonition and the timing or circumstances, then maybe it's coincidence. But there isn't. Weird.