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Originally Posted by darklinensuit
Not to be preachy, but if it's something you want, don't let fear stop you. Don't wait until after someone dies.
- Jake
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I know you're right. I tried to get in contact with my grandmother a while ago because it nearly was too late. But then the only way I could go and see her, was via one aunt I absolutely hate. She's done some real evil stuff, told lies.. I can't even tell that here. And the few things I heard from my grandmother made it clear how she thinks about the whole situation.. Maybe I wasn't that big a person then that I would go there and let all their stuff slide off me. And maybe my grandmother wasn't that great a person either and wasn't worth my trying.
I know I have to try again to contact some of them one day, because if I don't it will bug me forever. They never made any effort in my direction, but I guess it's not about that.. if I want to, I should do it myself.
My dad though, I'm pretty clear on that, no way and never again, thank you.