the songs i listened to when i wanted him back:
my immortal - evanescence
fear - sarah mclachlan
fade into you - mazzy star
picture - kid and crow
porcelain - moby
glycerine - bush
no need to argue - the cranberries
blue sky song - gathering field
fly - moxy fruvous
black/once - pearl jam
it makes no difference - the band
the songs i listened to when i realized that i was really happy he was gone:
break your heart - BNL "i got what i want - rid of you - goodbye"
**** it - eamon "**** you, you ho, i don't want you back"
happened again - littlest man band "i took all my stuff and gave a fond farewell and
**** you, oh and i hope he's great in bed"
seven words - deftones
far behind - candlebox
now, i don't really "dedicate [my] pain to him" but i still spin the DROPDEADRYAN playlist every once in a while
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