[estranged4life]

I am going to see the Dr. (Hopefully this Friday) to see what is causing the hellacious tight pain I am feeling (On a constant basis) in my chest...My Mother's side of the family has a history of heart ailments, So I am very concerned (Can ya believe we still do not have my Mother's death certificate and autopsy results??? I am PISSED about the slowness of these records since the hospital caused her death due to heart failure due to septic shock.)

Stress has taken it's toll on me this past month (At least I have enough pride to not hit the bottle or use drugs to escape the pain/stress, But my temper is now at a record all-time shortness)...If I can recover my health now it will truly be a miracle.