from what had to be the worst week in my life, I am emotionally spent.
I cried more this past week than I have my entire life, I now have neither parent living and I dont comprehend why that is.
I dont know how long it will take for me to recover from this, We still have to sort out her belongings that she left us with (Seems I will inherit her music collection

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Thanks for your thoughts and prayers, But I am numb to emotion...the tears have taken that away.
Brian j.
ps-The album cover to Nightwish's "Once" is an appropriate description of how I am feeling in general...