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Originally Posted by amber
Does she know she is your sister?
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she is my older half-sister, Same Mother different Father...I knew I had an older half-sister, but now it's 2 older half-sisters.
She has been looking off-and-on for my Mother since 1984 and finally found her this year...It is cool to have a new sibling even though the circumstances have f**ked me up
Lesa finding Mom was strange in of itself, She found her/my Mother due in part to an online website/organization that helps those who were adopted to find their parents, The twist is that the website/organization is ran by my Uncle Donald's (My Mother's brother) ex-wife and (According to my brother) Lesa sent her some information/pictures/etc. to Aunt Judy, and my aunt recognized the name/info/etc. and easily put "2-and-2" together and located Lesa's Mother...
So long story short, I have yet another sister. At the 'moment' I NOW have 2 older half-sisters (1 of which I have yet to meet), A USELESS druggie/alcoholic lost cause HALF brother (Who was raised with me as just a brother, He is the one that started all the BS that led to me HATING his guts!!! If he died tomorrow that would be a day too soon
My new 2 sisters Christine & Lesa & USELESS brother Bill are Mom's children before my Mother married my 'Father'...Which I never knew that she was married before until last week
), My one TRUE "full" brother Geary & my 'father's' 2 daughters from his previous marriage Robin & Terry (My half-sister Robin was brutally murdered in 1989/1990)...There's also a possible younger half-sister that my Mother has told Geary (Just recently) & myself about, So who knows
The thing I am frightened of is that there's been evidence that I may not have the same Father that I ALWAYS LOVED & was led to believe was my true Father...My Mother let that slip years ago on around my 18th birthday when 'Dad's' disability benefits for his children ran out...I was able to spend the final check but after asking my Mother "who is Jim Wilkerson? It says he is cutting off the benefit to his child upon his child's 18th birthday), And I was the only child at home at the time...I never thought much about it til Super Bowl Sunday (As I watched my Eagles get thumped
) when I mentioned to Geary on the phone about this after jokingly saying "I wonder if we may have any older siblings that Mom has forgot to tell us about?", He responded right away "Ya never know"!!! Sounded weird the way he said it, But I thought maybe my cell phone cut out...So I didnt think nuthin' of it til Feb.8th.
That Tuesday my Mom called to see how I was doing, And how Deb is doin'...The usual trivial stuff...UNTIL she dropped the bomb on my ass and said "Are you sitting down I need to tell you something and I dont want you to get mad or upset...You remember the story I told you about having an older sister named Christine?" To which I replied "Yeah...And???", My Mother continued "Well you also have another sister named Lesa...And she just came into contact with me after searching off-an-on since 1984...".
I felt my world just fall to dust with that, And thought it sure seemed convient that I hear this 2 days after joking about it...Well, It seems Geary knew about Lesa and thus his odd response on the phone Sunday, But he decided it was Mom's place to tell me this secret because it was not his place to do it (He called me after Mom's call on Tuesday to ask "Did she tell you?"..."Yeah, pretty much...You knew didnt ya?" "Yeah, I was keepin' outta this one and told Mom so even though she wanted me to tell you, But I told Mom she had to tell you herself...I am staying out of yet another of Mom's secrets that seem to f**k us up even more than we already are.")
So fast forward to today...And I have a message on my voice mail from my new found sister Lesa, Who sounds very intelligent. I owe no bad will against her...I am saving that for my Mother!!! The proverbial B.S. (Not the B.S. which are my Mother's initials) WILL be hitting the fan soon, Geary & myself are going to find out the truth about Mom...And find out the truth about me, Geary stated "Even if we find out we do not have the same Father that does not change things like it has with that f**ktard Bill...You will always be my brother".
So my Ledgie family members, if you wanna know why my posts have gotten more hostile and po'd in nature, That is why...I am stressed out to a certain extent over this mess my Mother has caused.
Brian "Pick a new last name
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