After all of this talk on here, there is a special on Access Hollywood about Actresses that struggle in this business--IT'S AWFUL! You never see a special with the men that are not "up to par" in Hollywood and their weight! It's always the women and i'm sick of it! Yes, men can and do have that problem but it's mostly the women and I dislike it! When I was at the American Idol's audition, there was this really nice girl that was overweight and no one would talk to her! She had a nice voice and a great personality but no one would talk to her--it was so sad! She would like smile at someone and they would not even smile back! I know that she goes through what I used to b/c one of my nicknames was "earthquake." I remember this one girl asked this one boy if he would go out with me and he said, "No, she's too chubby." That felt awful and I grew to hate myself but it's going better for me now.
I'm still watching the show right now and it's so sad how like some of these actress were put down like Stevie

It's so sad and no one should have to go through that! I think that it's not fair that men can be whatever size they want and it's "ok." I mean, yes, men do get ridiculed but not like us women. I look at like music vids and there's men that are extrememly heavy and they have these thin and sexy women hanging on them! Now, would that happen in real life? No, not unless the woman was a...u know...A woman that gives out...Anyway, I don't know if that came across right but at least I know what i'm talking about...I'm wondering if Stevie will be on this show but I doubt it...Oh, one more thing...Jamie Lee Curtis--she's so great! I mean, she came out and said that she's not perfect. I know that when my dad saw her on Jay Leno this recently he was like, "What happened to her? She's so big." I blew up in his face. I'm not sure if he was joking but he seemed serious...Anyway, I think that the media sucks but I still want to be part of it--I want to help change it.
.:*KIM*:.