[Janet]

I have been feeling rather unsatisfied lately.

I'm reading all these great reviews from shows and everyone is in the front row, getting autographs, towels, touching Lindsey...etc.

Now for my shows I got no where near any of that..but I was happy with my little 10th row and a blowed kiss that PROBABLY was for me or someone behind me...ugh.

For NY I have 12th and for Philly I have 9th. Again, no front row. I feel down even though I have great seats that I will end up paying TONS of money for!

Now is anyone else feeling its front row or nothing? I was just happy not to be in nosebleed like I was for the Dance tour it feels like. I was just happy to see them so close. But now unless I get an autograph, towel AND a strum at his guitar, I won't be happy. I can't do that from 9th or 12th row though.

So I just am down and wishing I just could be 100% happy with the seats I got.

I feel like a spoiled brat.