last August I attempted suicide twice while hospitalized - the first was via suffocation (Wrapped a hospital bed blanket around my neck and anchored the end of it on the headboard) and I was discovered just before I 'blacked-out'.
The second time I tried to hang myself on the bathroom door, but I was too tall for the door and my feet dragged the floor and was discovered immediately...
So apparently something is wanting me to hang around (pun intended) in this world a bit longer
