Love.blows.goats.
I can't take this rollercoaster!!! Together for a couple of months, then split up for a month, then get back together for a couple of months, then split up for a month(NONE of these splits are my decision).
Sunday, we had the best date we've ever had....then Monday night I get a call, that we need to take a break(because a coworker wants to go on a date!!!)! WTFF?
Why do I tolerate this? Well, I'm completely in love...but I don't know that I can take much more of this on/off crapola. I'm not a f*cking light switch. Yet I've been a light switch, for 2.5 years now. I wish I knew how, or wanted, to stop(of course I want to stop the bad times, but the good times are the best thing ever). But I've felt sick to my stomach since Monday night.
Yeah, I know...I'm being a doormat, and need to stop.
F.M.L.J.T.I.S.
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