[FiercestCalmSea]

I am very sorry to hear about your Dad. My father is a drug addict..I don't have alot of contact with him..he signed me away when i was little,although i do still see him b/c he lives with my grandmother.I am just waiting for the day when someone tells me he is dead....Everyone has tried to help him..he doesn't want to be helped..so there is really nothing anyone can do.It hasn't really made me anti-drugs though..because i am very conscious of what i am doing and what i don't want to do...so for all the things i may dabble in,i never ever let it go too far cause i know i never want to end up like my father.