Sorry to hear about your mom, Jondalar.
I can relate though both of my parents are still living, my mother-in-law died @ the age of 77 of pancreatic cancer. It was a shocker. Though she had various other health problems, she should have lived longer. She would have loved her two grandchildren. She would have loved to have had them come over to her house so they could have been showered with love like her children were.
Please don't turn to booze as a solution. There are grief counselors out there that you can talk to. They can help you.
Take care,
Lee
