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I'm just copying this from my eljay as I'm out the door to the hospital.
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my mom called me today and said that she and my dad and my grandmother were coming to the hospital re: my grandmother's heart. I kept asking, what do you mean...and she wouldn't really tell me much. so now I'm freaking out. they should be here by now so I guess I'm off to see what's up. this is the matriarch. the queen of hearts. the woman that sat me in front of the record player and made me listen to Conway Twitty, Al Green, Loretta Lynn, Wendy Bagwell, Tammy Wynette and so many more. the woman that gave me every bit of musical talent and desire for performance that I have. I can not lose her or lose any part of her right now. I need her now. the thought of it is too much to bear and this...just a couple of days before the Boston event. I will and am now dedicated all that I have to my grandmother on Saturday night. especially one song in particular. this is for Bib. I love you.

- and just as a sidenote I was finally able to watch the promo for Stevie's CV album...and like so many others, it brought me close to tears. and gave me strength at the same time. bless you Stevie.

YOu've got those good thoughts, Jazz! Hope everything is ok, keep us updated! :xoxo:

Jason, :( :( :distress: I am so sorry to hear your grandmother is in poor health. Try to think positive until you know for sure. Has she had history of heart problems?? Know that you and your grandmother/family are in my thoughts. :angel: :angel:

sending prayers your way jazzy...

You're in my thoughts, jaz. :xoxo:

Lots of love. :xoxo:

Wishing you and your family all the best :wavey: I hope everything is OK :nod:

I hope everything is ok, Jaz. There is so much they can do now for heart troubles, so stay positive.

Good thoughts coming your way! :xoxo:

I'm sending prayers and good thoughts to you and your grandmother, Jason.

{{{BIG HUGS}}}

My thoughts and prayers are with you right now, Jaz. :xoxo:

Many many good thoughts Jason. Hoping all is well and you can give a good update soon....

I'm sending all good thoughts your way. Hang in there.

Good grief! I'll keep your grandma in my prayers too.

Good luck and good thoughts being sent your way.