its too hard to keep up with you bitches. :nod:

Are you kidding me? The only place I can afford on my own is surrounded by drug dealers and prostitutes. But that's another story. :laugh:

I need to make some outside friends in a really bad way, since I recently had to dump the few that I had (and the one I didn't dump moved to NYC). That might take some of the pressure off. This whole relationship thing happened at a time when I thought I was going to focus on making some new (different) friends and concentrate on rekindling my artistic spark and developing my spirituality, but that (especially the spirituality part) seems like it's being forced into the closet, or onto the back burner, or something. I'm not liking it.

Like I said, maybe I just need some outside friends/interests. :shrug:

wow...they were taking photographs of you 80# heavier? That's puzzling. ;)

Do you have a before and after body shot?

A front, as in a facade.

And I don't know what I'm doing.

It was for a local bar and I knew the owner. They paid me $$ to sit at a bar and drink free drinks and act like I was having fun while talking to a shirtless body builder -- and I had the nerve to bitch :laugh:

July of last year

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...d/DSC02528.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...d/DSC02507.jpg

and, again, now

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...thewind/me.jpg

I will be your friend markolas! ;)

Seriously, if something inside you feels it isn't right...perhaps you should listen. It does sound like you are struggling with this.

OMG what would you do for say... 50 bucks. :lol: Let me guess...the owner went bankrupt soon after that ad. :shocked:

and Im your friend if you want me, no matter what :nod:

I wouldn't get out of bed for $50 --- I mean --- errrr -- IIIIII :p

you're a bigger camera whore than me ;]

He doesn't look like he had 80 lbs to lose. :shrug: And why don't you have an enormous layer of fat around your face in the before pics? That's the most hideous part of gaining weight, for me. But if I lost 80 lbs, I'd look like an apple on a stick.

Thank you both! Aww! :D

we want bodyshots...damit :blob1:

;) sillys

can definitely tell from your facial...
you are just about to get a facial there aren't you?
was that sparky the photog that's caught your eye?

You're welcome. You must know I like you. :xoxo:

It's true. :distress:

It's all good, though. Friends last longer.
:xoxo: