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sparky
11-15-2006, 01:35 AM
If you have a minute, send some good thoughts my way. My little bird Banjo is very very sick. I spent most of the weekend at the animal ER with him. Barely slept. We aren't sure what is wrong. He has been too weak to take blood to do tests. He is on cipro and another medication for the things the vet guessed were wrong. He was fine yesterday and today. But now he seems to have taken a turn for the worse. There absolutely nothing I can do. All the ER can do is give him oxygen and heat. I am giving him heat already. He is breathing fine and his heartbeat is strong. I checked it. He doesn't need oxygen. All I can do is wait and hope he makes it through the night. Wish us luck.
BlackWidow
11-15-2006, 01:39 AM
Best wishes to Banjo!
He is very lucky to have so much love and protection in his life. I think he will be fine.....
amber
11-15-2006, 01:59 AM
Good luck to you and your beloved pet, my thoughts are with you.
Consider good thoughts sent your (and Banjo's) way.:xoxo:
paleshadow
11-15-2006, 02:17 AM
Best wishes to you and Banjo! By the way, what kind of bird is he (or she)?
carrie721
11-15-2006, 02:27 AM
good thoughts coming your way, spk. i hope banjo is okay.
sparky
11-15-2006, 03:43 AM
Thanks to all. :xoxo:
I gave him his medication and he is still hanging in there.
He's on the ground in his little hospital cage by the heat lamp. Not a good sign that he is sitting down, but at least he responds when I check on him.
Just hoping I can get him back to the vet tomorrow and he is well enough to get a blood test. Man, another night with no sleep. I can barely even think at this point. All I can do is pace and worry. He is just so little and fragile. There is so little I can do for him.
Horrible. This is just horrible.
HomerMcvie
11-15-2006, 04:05 AM
My best wishes are going to Banjo. I sure hope he pulls through.:angel:
michelle2677
11-15-2006, 04:07 AM
Sparky, im so sorry to hear banjo is sick. He is very lucky to have someone who cares for him so much. Best of wishes to you both. Much love and happy thoughts being sent his and your way. :nod: :xoxo:
Gypsy-Rhiannon
11-15-2006, 04:59 AM
My thoughts are with you and Banjo
macfanken
11-15-2006, 05:27 AM
Awww... poor thing. (Banjo and you!) Best wishes to both of you.
irishgrl
11-15-2006, 06:14 AM
Sending a prayer for Banjo, will you keep us posted?:angel:
GODDESS6
11-15-2006, 07:13 AM
great thoughts to you & banjo!!!:xoxo: ~
Rickypt
11-15-2006, 07:43 AM
Sending good thoughts to you and Banjo. :angel:
SuzeQuze
11-15-2006, 08:48 AM
So sorry to hear about Banjo, I hope he gets better today. :angel:
Miss Vicky
11-15-2006, 09:28 AM
I'll be keeping Banjo in my thoughts today. I sure hope he pulls through for you. It's always heartbreaking to hear about a sick pet, especially since I know how much my own babies mean to me.
ryan8472
11-15-2006, 09:36 AM
I hope Banjo gets well soon. I'll be thinking about em! :) :angel:
JazmenFlowers
11-15-2006, 09:45 AM
sparkster...you know you have my love and thoughts. I will be thinking of you and banjo.
strandinthewind
11-15-2006, 10:05 AM
{{{hugs}}}
GypsySorcerer
11-15-2006, 10:53 AM
Sending lots of good thoughts your and Banjo's way. :xoxo:
Livia
11-15-2006, 12:04 PM
Good thoughts to Banjo...hang in there, both of you. :xoxo:
DavidMn
11-15-2006, 12:06 PM
I know how much your birds mean to you. I'll say a prayer for Banjo.:angel:
skcin
11-15-2006, 12:09 PM
Poor baby. Positive thoughts coming your way. :angel:
BTFLCHLD
11-15-2006, 12:43 PM
Hi...I sure hope eveything is OK. I know that feeling of helplessness and it is one of the worst. I pray that Banjo finds his way to healing asap and your mind is free from worry. Thank you for taking such good care of him. :angel:
DrummerDeanna
11-15-2006, 02:01 PM
Good thoughts coming from me as well...I hope Banjo pulls through!!
Nixxxed
11-15-2006, 02:16 PM
Well ****. I'm sorry spark. I just gave Zorro the update, and he's in there chirpring like crazy. I'll go put out some birdseed and get the wild birds on your side again too.
:xoxo:
sparky
11-15-2006, 04:58 PM
Thanks so much everyone. Banjo got up and was perching on his food cup about 8. So I finally got to get some sleep. Woke about 1:00. He just ate and I gave him more medicine. He seems petty energetic. I don't think the vet is a good idea. The blood test is gonna take a lot out of him. Shooting for that tomorrow.
Thanks again for the good luck. I appreciate it.:wavey:
BTFLCHLD
11-15-2006, 05:10 PM
He seems petty energetic. very good news...I was becoming concerned having not seen you earlier. You're a very good companion...hanging there for Banjo. I hope the testing reveals what you may need to know or preferrably reveals he is A-OK now. :angel: Keep us posted... (((((bango)))))
Rickypt
11-15-2006, 05:20 PM
Thanks so much everyone. Banjo got up and was perching on his food cup about 8. So I finally got to get some sleep. Woke about 1:00. He just ate and I gave him more medicine. He seems petty energetic. I don't think the vet is a good idea. The blood test is gonna take a lot out of him. Shooting for that tomorrow.
Thanks again for the good luck. I appreciate it.:wavey:
How old is he, and is he young/old for a bird?
Lisa1769
11-15-2006, 05:22 PM
Glad he's doing better. It's awful to feel helpless in those kind of situations. So, good thought to you and Banjo!!
sasja
11-15-2006, 05:43 PM
Oh great update! I hope he has a very good night tonight and gets stronger and stronger so the bloodtest tomorrow will not bother him so much!
All good wishes coming both your ways!
Sasja
gldstwmn
11-15-2006, 06:04 PM
I'm sending thoughts of a healing white light to Banjo.
michelle2677
11-15-2006, 06:33 PM
Thanks so much everyone. Banjo got up and was perching on his food cup about 8. So I finally got to get some sleep. Woke about 1:00. He just ate and I gave him more medicine. He seems petty energetic. I don't think the vet is a good idea. The blood test is gonna take a lot out of him. Shooting for that tomorrow.
Thanks again for the good luck. I appreciate it.:wavey:
great news!! glad he is better. Have you ever posted a pic of banjo?? I'd like to see him :D
goldustsongbird
11-15-2006, 06:45 PM
Banjo is just about the cutest name ever. What kind of bird is he? Good luck tomorrow; I'm glad he's doing a a bit better now. :xoxo:
sparky
11-15-2006, 06:46 PM
Banjo is a Pacific Parrotlet. Tomorrow is his hatchday. He'll be 8 years old. That's about middle age for him.
Here he is a few years ago. Hangin on the dining room table.
http://usera.imagecave.com/casparky/Banjo.jpg
michelle2677
11-15-2006, 06:48 PM
Banjo is a Pacific Parrotlet. Tomorrow is his hatchday. He'll be 8 years old. That's about middle age for him.
Here he is a few years ago. Hangin on the dining room table.
http://usera.imagecave.com/casparky/Banjo.jpg
he is SOOOO cute!! i want to hug him!!! (I guess it's hard to hug a bird ;) )
what is on his leg?? I'm assuming so he doesn't fly away?? But does it stay on all the time??
sparky
11-15-2006, 07:01 PM
he is SOOOO cute!! i want to hug him!!! (I guess it's hard to hug a bird ;) )
what is on his leg?? I'm assuming so he doesn't fly away?? But does it stay on all the time??
He doesn't hug too well, but he will sit in my hand and loves to have his beak rubbed and his head scratched.
The thing on his leg is a breeder band. It's like an identity bracelet. If he ever got lost, they could find his breeder and me.
BTFLCHLD
11-15-2006, 07:07 PM
what a cutie...nice-n-plump :nod:
goldustsongbird
11-15-2006, 07:10 PM
^ Seriously adorable bird! You're lucky he sits still for the camera. Mine is scared ****less, so I thank god for the zoom feature. ;)
DrummerDeanna
11-15-2006, 07:12 PM
Banjo is a Pacific Parrotlet. Tomorrow is his hatchday. He'll be 8 years old. That's about middle age for him.
Here he is a few years ago. Hangin on the dining room table.
http://usera.imagecave.com/casparky/Banjo.jpg
Heeee Banjo is so cute!! I don't think I've seen that kind of bird before...I like his sky blue color...
sparky
11-15-2006, 09:29 PM
Just to update, Banjo has perked up. He's eating, drinking, and grooming again. Plus he went nuts peeping when I got back from work. It's been days since I heard that. I had to leave for 3 hours. Now I have another 3 hour meeting. When I get back I can give him his shots. Right now he is eating bread and soaking up the heat lamp.
sara1998
11-15-2006, 09:31 PM
Banjo is a Pacific Parrotlet. Tomorrow is his hatchday. He'll be 8 years old. That's about middle age for him.
Here he is a few years ago. Hangin on the dining room table.
http://usera.imagecave.com/casparky/Banjo.jpg
That is the cutest little thing I think I've ever seen! I'm so happy he's feeling better...
goldustsongbird
11-15-2006, 09:46 PM
Just to update, Banjo has perked up. He's eating, drinking, and grooming again. Plus he went nuts peeping when I got back from work. It's been days since I heard that. I had to leave for 3 hours. Now I have another 3 hour meeting. When I get back I can give him his shots. Right now he is eating bread and soaking up the heat lamp.
:thumbsup:
I know how worrisome it is when birds stop chirping. When Nelly was under the weather before I got her another dosage of meds, she didn't chirp much, not even at music she liked, and I hated it. She went for days like that, it drove me nuts. How is it giving Banjo his shots?? I couldn't imagine my bird putting up with that. :shocked:
ontheEdgeof17
11-15-2006, 10:19 PM
Just to update, Banjo has perked up. He's eating, drinking, and grooming again. Plus he went nuts peeping when I got back from work. It's been days since I heard that. I had to leave for 3 hours. Now I have another 3 hour meeting. When I get back I can give him his shots. Right now he is eating bread and soaking up the heat lamp.
Great news!
Here's hoping for more!
GypsySorcerer
11-16-2006, 12:06 AM
Just to update, Banjo has perked up. He's eating, drinking, and grooming again. Plus he went nuts peeping when I got back from work. It's been days since I heard that. I had to leave for 3 hours. Now I have another 3 hour meeting. When I get back I can give him his shots. Right now he is eating bread and soaking up the heat lamp.
Great news! :thumbsup: And he is an adorable fella. Tell him happy hatchday for us. ;)
BlackWidow
11-16-2006, 01:11 AM
***prays to the 3 Birds Of Rhiannon***
ragandbone
11-16-2006, 01:12 AM
I am glad little Banjo ("Sweet bird, you are") is starting to feel better—I hope both of you get some good rest, and that everything goes well at the vets!
BTFLCHLD
11-16-2006, 01:36 AM
excellent! :thumbsup:
hey I'd perk too for hatchday.
good job banjo having sparky happy.
sparky
11-16-2006, 03:28 AM
Sheesh. What a rollercoaster. Just gave him his medicine. 2 little tiny syringes. No needles, just oral medication. He got back in his cage all stumbling and weak again, and just sat down and closed his eyes. Damn. He seems just as disoriented as the first night. Maybe I should have taken him in today for the blood test. If he seems strong tomorrow I guess I will. I Don't know what else I can do. :distress:
BTFLCHLD
11-16-2006, 03:57 AM
What a rollercoaster:distress: aww sparky he probably is disoriented...and doesn't know what is going on either...I can imagine how you are feeling...probably much as I did about shell...I wish I knew how to help you or what to say. I would take him to the dr as soon as possible...and do your best to keep him comfortable until you do...I know that you are. Probably best to handle him and treat him as you usually would so he doesn't feel too 'different' in some way...that can be stressful. What do the meds say as far as sideeffects or do you know? It is possible they are effecting his orientation...? It probably doesn't feel so good to take meds as that is not his usual practice. I know you are scared and this will again probably be an all-nighter...hang in there.
rbs3676
11-16-2006, 04:54 AM
Im saying prayers and sending good thoughts your way, for both of you, my friend....:xoxo:
rbs
irishgrl
11-16-2006, 06:09 AM
Crap Sparky Im riding that roller coaster with you, what a drag :distress:
Im wondering the same thing about the medicine, could it be the problem?
are you taking him to the vet today?
I dont know squat about birds......I hate not knowing, cant offer any advice.....
but, like Chris, I am sending the White Light to Banjo :angel:
sparky
11-16-2006, 02:07 PM
We both made it through the night. Trying to get back into the vet today.
Banjo is eating and doing normal stuff - as if nothing was wrong last night.
I, on the other hand, look and feel like I got hit by a truck. Hangin in, though.
Rickypt
11-16-2006, 02:10 PM
^We're all thinking of you...
strandinthewind
11-16-2006, 02:12 PM
{{{HUGS}}} :angel:
michelle2677
11-16-2006, 02:16 PM
Hugs to banjo and sparky. Nose rub for banjo :)
DrummerDeanna
11-16-2006, 02:20 PM
Poor Banjo :( I hope you can get into the vet and get some answers soon...my thoughts are still with Banjo...which, by the way, is one of the cutest pet names ever.
BTFLCHLD
11-16-2006, 04:21 PM
feel like I got hit by a truck I know that feeling... hey thanks for keeping us posted...
sending more good vibes
banjo <img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/BTFLCHLD/pls.gif"> sparko
sparky
11-16-2006, 07:55 PM
BTFL, no one has called me Sparko since Moony dubbed me Sparko Darko. That warms my grinchy heart.
I gave Banjo some beak rubs for everyone.
I did not take him to the vet today. He had a pretty good day, and I found another vet that has been recommended by everyone and their cockatoo, even though he is 40 miles away. The vet I was gonna go to...it's along story. I saw a fill in guy, and she (the regular vet) is back Monday. So, I may start over with another. He has seen lots of Parrotlets, and was recommended by a local Parrotlet breeder as well. The little guy does not seem to be in a crisis. He is only bad at night, so I think another night will be okay. I really don't think the Cipro is working for him. The blood test just freaks me out - it's the kind of thing he may not live through. But then again, since he is sick every night, he clearly might not live through that either. Either way, it is good to see him so lively, climbing around, eating, and acting pretty normal. And everyone's good wishes sure help too.
More to come.
rbs3676
11-16-2006, 07:58 PM
Hope this night is a good one for you both...get some rest.
rbs
BlackWidow
11-16-2006, 08:36 PM
We both made it through the night. Trying to get back into the vet today.
Banjo is eating and doing normal stuff - as if nothing was wrong last night.
I, on the other hand, look and feel like I got hit by a truck. Hangin in, though.
Glad to hear things are getting better!! Get some damn sleep...:nod:
Nixxxed
11-16-2006, 10:45 PM
The little guy does not seem to be in a crisis. He is only bad at night, so I think another night will be okay.
That's pretty typical of a bacterial infection, no? At least in humans I think that's true. Did they determine what was wrong, or is that what the second (third?) blood test was for? Regardless, I think the 3rd or 4th day of antibiotics is usually the tipping point to getting things under control, if the infection is indeed bacterial.
Rest assured your Texas flock is pulling for you both. Zorro is loving all the extra attention as I give him the updates, although it's strangely making him HOR-NY. He displayed all night tonight during playtime and is making the low cooing sounds. Crazy bird. Doesn't he know winter's a-coming? :shrug:
Nixxxed
11-16-2006, 10:47 PM
^ Seriously adorable bird! You're lucky he sits still for the camera. Mine is scared ****less, so I thank god for the zoom feature. ;)
Pics please! :wavey:
(Or did I miss them in one of the pet threads?)
JazmenFlowers
11-16-2006, 10:59 PM
:kisses: have a good night.
carrie721
11-16-2006, 11:18 PM
sparky, i'm glad banjo had a good day. i've been thinking about the two of you a lot! still sending good thoughts westward. :xoxo:
sparky
11-16-2006, 11:36 PM
That's pretty typical of a bacterial infection, no? At least in humans I think that's true. Did they determine what was wrong, or is that what the second (third?) blood test was for? Regardless, I think the 3rd or 4th day of antibiotics is usually the tipping point to getting things under control, if the infection is indeed bacterial.
The problem is he has been on the Cipro since Saturday. Almost a week. He has not had a blood test yet. He has not been strong enough. They have no idea what's really wrong. Either way, he has got to get one tomorrow. If getting blood drawn won't kill the little guy, whatever this is certainly will.
Rest assured your Texas flock is pulling for you both. Zorro is loving all the extra attention as I give him the updates, although it's strangely making him HOR-NY. He displayed all night tonight during playtime and is making the low cooing sounds. Crazy bird. Doesn't he know winter's a-coming? :shrug:
You know I appreciate it. Who knows what makes us horny? Maybe Zorro peeked at a pic of Banjo.
Johnny Stew
11-17-2006, 12:02 AM
Sparky... I'm sending good thoughts Banjo's way.
I'm hoping for the best, buddy.
estranged4life
11-17-2006, 12:28 AM
your way, in hope I get some good karma in return.
BTFLCHLD
11-17-2006, 01:49 AM
BTFL, That warms my grinchy heart. More to come. grinches need love too. :xoxo:
yea I'd head out the 40 if you can. hoping for an easy evening...and a good response tomorrow. wish I knew more about birds for you. not sure on the nighttime bit...perhaps nixxy is right on what he posted. I have noticed that when animals are sick they seem to get more worried about it at night...maybe it's a feeling they have...a fear. being near during this time always helps...they can feel the love and security that brings. keep updating us...and thanks for doing so.
sparky
11-18-2006, 05:11 AM
Hi Everyone
I took Banjo in to see the vet this afternoon. He was fine on the drive down. Once we got into the waiting room, he got a little weak and passed out a few times. They took him back to put him on oxygen. I told the doctor everything, and we agreed we needed to do an x-ray. Even though it was risky, we went ahead as there was no other way to see what was wrong. The other meds were not helping him. He came through that fine. The x-ray showed he had an enlarged heart and liver and they had pushed his stomach down and over from where it should be.
He also still had a heart murmur that I was unable to hear. The doc wanted to give him heart meds and a calcium shot as he thought he may have a vitamin problem. Since he came through the x-ray so well, I agreed to have blood drawn to see if that could tell us anything else. That went okay. I had his heart drops all set and was about to leave. Then the doc called me back. He came through the blood test okay. He was was fine after his shot as well. But they left him for a minute to come see me, and when they went back, the little guy was gone.
I guess his tiny little heart just couldn't take all that stress.
I knew that he was very sick, and I needed to try and get all the information I could. The only right thing to do was to do the tests. I put it off, as I was worried he was too weak. But I knew if I didn't find out the real problem, I was going to lose him anyway. That doesn't help us much now, but I did all I could to help him.
I brought him home and will bury him tomorrow in the garden up by the pool. He will lay up there with my other two babies. He will be forever loved and never forgotten.
Thanks to everyone who responded and helped me through this very difficult week. I appreciate it more than you know.
Sparky
michelle2677
11-18-2006, 09:06 AM
Sparky i am so sorry to hear about banjo :distress: but please don't beat yourself up. Banjo knew that he was loved and he had a good life because of you. Know that all of your ledgie friends are here for you if you need anything :xoxo:
Rickypt
11-18-2006, 09:10 AM
My heart is broken. Sparky, may all pets have even half the love, care, and devotion that you gave to little Banjo. I'll be thinking of you during this sad and painful time.
SuzeQuze
11-18-2006, 09:23 AM
I'm so sorry, sparky. You did do everything you could. I can't imagine how hard this must be. Banjo is now at peace and no longer suffering. :angel: I'm so sorry this happened. We're here for you.
GODDESS6
11-18-2006, 09:39 AM
awwww this is so very sad, i have been reading this thread constantly & praying for little banjo~ this news just breaks my heart!!!:distress: ~ my heart & thoughts are definitely w/ you at this very sad time!!!:xoxo: ~
:angel: R.I.P Banjo:angel: :xoxo:
BlackWidow
11-18-2006, 09:42 AM
So sorry Sparks....
Miss Vicky
11-18-2006, 10:15 AM
I'm sorry Sparky. :distress:
Poor little Banjo. My thoughts are with you.
irishgrl
11-18-2006, 10:23 AM
oh Sparky Im so sorry for your loss....Im a little late coming to this but Ive been following it and praying for your baby....
When I lost my cat Kwai Chang I made a photo album to give me something to look at. possibly you can do something similar?
gldstwmn
11-18-2006, 12:24 PM
I am so sorry for your loss.
DrummerDeanna
11-18-2006, 12:35 PM
Oh Sparky, I'm so sorry :distress:
ontheEdgeof17
11-18-2006, 12:58 PM
Take care Sparks! My thoughts are with you....
Johnny Stew
11-18-2006, 01:31 PM
My heart goes out to you, Sparky. Having just recently lost my Bandit, I understand what you're going through, and words aren't much consolation... just know that we're all thinking about you.
HomerMcvie
11-18-2006, 01:34 PM
I'm so sorry, Sparky.
Take some comfort in knowing that he's not suffering anymore.
sara1998
11-18-2006, 01:49 PM
I'm so sorry, Sparky. Banjo knows he was loved.
sasja
11-18-2006, 02:42 PM
Rest peacefully, lil Banjo.... And Sparky, may your good memories help you in the weeks ahead...
So sorry.
Sasja
goldustsongbird
11-18-2006, 04:24 PM
Pics please! :wavey:
(Or did I miss them in one of the pet threads?)
Yup, I posted some in the pet thread. And in the random pictures thread, too. :nod:
Sparky - I'm sorry. Banjo looked like a real sweetheart. It's rough loosing a pet. I'll be thinking of ya. :xoxo:
Livia
11-18-2006, 04:59 PM
Aaaaw, I'm so sorry for your loss, Sparky. :distress: :xoxo:
carrie721
11-18-2006, 05:17 PM
sparky, that's terrible :distress: . my thoughts are with you and banjo. we all love you! :xoxo:
BTFLCHLD
11-18-2006, 07:43 PM
sparky...I was walking along the ocean today and became overcome with emotion...at first I didn't know where this was coming from...as more tears dropped to the ocean I realized thoughts of shell and banjo and all the little animals were pushing forth...making my heart hurt. I hope having him with you and your other babies provides some comfort to you. True love doesn't have a happy ending; true love doesn't have an ending. Thinking about you.
sparky
11-18-2006, 09:30 PM
Thanks so much to everyone. I am very touched by every one of your kind messages.
They are helping me get through this difficult time.
Sparky
amber
11-18-2006, 09:33 PM
I just read this, I'm so sorry, Spark. I know he had a happy life with you.
rbs3676
11-18-2006, 10:12 PM
Sparky...
:xoxo:
Thinking about you...
rbs
JazmenFlowers
11-18-2006, 11:26 PM
oh Sparky...I'm so sorry. pets are such a great joy in life. as I hear my sweet baby snoring on the couch I can only imagine how you must feel. take some time...hugs and kisses to you. I'll be thinking about you and Banjo.
ragandbone
11-19-2006, 01:58 AM
I am really sorry he didn't make it, Sparky.
Your devotion to your sweet bird is beautiful thing.
GypsySorcerer
11-20-2006, 12:22 AM
I'm sorry, Sparky. Sending a big hug out your way. RIP, Banjo.
macfanken
11-20-2006, 01:33 AM
:( i'm sorry Sparky... take care.
Gypsy-Rhiannon
11-20-2006, 04:23 AM
So sorry to hear about Banjo, Sparky. My thoughts are with you
sparky
11-20-2006, 05:16 AM
BANJO
11/16/98 - 11/17/06
http://usera.imagecave.com/casparky/banjoxmas.jpg
This tiny little fluffball of sky blue feathers came into
my life 8 years ago. When I got him he was so tiny he
could sit in a custard cup. He rapidly learned words and
could often be heard rattling off his name, which he liked
to string into “Itsy bitsy teeny tiny little Baby Banjo.”
His 26 grams filled my entire house and life with joy
every day I was lucky enough to know him.
Not a day will pass that I won’t think of him sitting
in my hand, eyes closed, feathers all fluffed up, nearly asleep
while I rubbed his little beak.
Our hearts are vast and endless.
Yet the tiniest friends can fill them.
Completely.
BlackWidow
11-20-2006, 09:15 AM
^^^ Very moving...
GODDESS6
11-20-2006, 09:42 AM
that was awesome!!!~
skcin
11-27-2006, 11:11 AM
Just read this, so sorry honey. :xoxo:
michelle2677
11-27-2006, 02:02 PM
BANJO
11/16/98 - 11/17/06
http://usera.imagecave.com/casparky/banjoxmas.jpg
This tiny little fluffball of sky blue feathers came into
my life 8 years ago. When I got him he was so tiny he
could sit in a custard cup. He rapidly learned words and
could often be heard rattling off his name, which he liked
to string into “Itsy bitsy teeny tiny little Baby Banjo.”
His 26 grams filled my entire house and life with joy
every day I was lucky enough to know him.
Not a day will pass that I won’t think of him sitting
in my hand, eyes closed, feathers all fluffed up, nearly asleep
while I rubbed his little beak.
Our hearts are vast and endless.
Yet the tiniest friends can fill them.
Completely.
:distress: :distress: :distress: again sparky-I'm so sorry. And just one day after his birthday :(
Just read this part. You are still in my thoughts :xoxo:
DrummerDeanna
11-27-2006, 02:25 PM
Sparky..that is beautiful...
SuzeQuze
11-27-2006, 02:39 PM
Sparky..that is beautiful...
It is. I think I'd melt if I heard him say, “Itsy bitsy teeny tiny little Baby Banjo.” :angel:
sparky
11-27-2006, 02:46 PM
Thanks everyone. Been over a week and I still feel like hell on and off.
Bored at work - but damned near a mess again after seeing my own post.
:distress:
Y'all sure have been kind.
BTFLCHLD
11-27-2006, 02:51 PM
Thanks everyone. Been over a week and I still feel like hell on and off. Bored at work - but damned near a mess again after seeing my own post. :distress: Y'all sure have been kind. It will be almost two months for me, and just a thought has me weeping. Spark...your memorial is beautifully written...so sweet...so tender. You know that thread where someone asked what would you come back as? Well, for me Sparko's ittybitty would be very very nice indeed. :nod:
sara1998
11-27-2006, 03:33 PM
Thanks everyone. Been over a week and I still feel like hell on and off.
Bored at work - but damned near a mess again after seeing my own post.
:distress:
Y'all sure have been kind.
Bless your heart. I'm so sorry, Sparky.
estranged4life
11-27-2006, 04:07 PM
Sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with you.
The Tower
11-27-2006, 04:35 PM
Thanks everyone. Been over a week and I still feel like hell on and off.
Bored at work - but damned near a mess again after seeing my own post.
:distress:
Y'all sure have been kind.
This is all so heartbreaking... Losing beloved pets is so, so difficult. The special kind of unconditional love they give and receive is impossible to forget or replace. I know you loved Banjo for just exactly who he was and he was certainly lucky to have you as his beloved caretaker.
If only I could reach through the ether to hug you and try to make you feel better for just a moment. I guess the best solace at a time like this is to know that Banjo had the best life he could have ever had.
XOXO, Sparky. You're a good man and Banjo had a great life.
golddustwoman77
11-29-2006, 12:43 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself, and be sure to continue to talk about it. My thoughts are with you.
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