The Just Thought I'd Share Thread

[michelle2677]

Originally Posted by LikeAWillow

WHAT THE F*CK?


and more importantly, why is this the first i've seen of this?

[vivfox]

Originally Posted by Enchanted_Stevi

Hmmmm, seems like no one really cares if I post or not since no one ressponds to me anymore....

JTIS

We care. Keep posting.

[APerfectLie]

Originally Posted by Enchanted_Stevi

Hmmmm, seems like no one really cares if I post or not since no one ressponds to me anymore....

JTIS

Actually, I was just wondering about you yesterday. I rarely wander over to the chit chat section so Idk if you've been posting over here, but I haven't seen you over in the Stevie forum! Come back!

[daniellaaarisen]

I think I'm (romantically) heartbroken for the first time in my entire life.

I want to curl up and die. YAAAAAAAAAAAY

[louielouie2000]

Originally Posted by daniellaaarisen

I think I'm (romantically) heartbroken for the first time in my entire life.

I want to curl up and die. YAAAAAAAAAAAY

Drama queen.

[daniellaaarisen]

Originally Posted by louielouie2000

Drama queen.

I hate you.

[estranged4life]

Originally Posted by APerfectLie

"Maybe I should take Zoloft and be chemically happy and balanced, but right now I would rather die than be a robot. Having quirks and problems gives me inspiration and helps me grow to overcome obstacles."

did I write something under a different name, in a different parallel existence that I don't remember writing or what? That is EXACTLY how I am feeling at this exact moment (And yes, I was taking Zoloft) minus dealing with problems...

My 'quirks' help me deal with all this DEATH that haunts me...I'm so quirky that I even called a suicide prevention hotline tonight because the NEGATIVE thoughts in my head were outweighing my sense of humor, so much so that I couldn't even find anything I usually found humorous funny enough to laugh at. Just maybe, having to be in the funeral home again today triggered my emotions (Wasn't there for a death, THANKFULLY...Had to fax off some paperwork in regards of a job - and the funeral home staff have always gave me use of their fax machine...they however caught my off-hand joke about if the job didn't work out and the stress I'm under continues I'll be bringin' 'em some potential business very soon)


Even worse was that my usual outlets that are my loves and my passions (Baseball & Music) were buried tonight as I sat here having the most suicidal feeling I have had EVER. Believe me, when music doesn't comfort my emotions, something indeed is very rotten in Denmark. The feelings of loneliness and depression were far worse tonight they the feelings of grief I suffered almost exactly 2 years ago. I made it through then, I didn't think I would now...

But I have.

I have to...I'm the modern day biblical character "Job"






Besides, I'm too stubborn to give in even when I feel like it...(The ledgie 'nickay' can tell ya that) and I have to call and harass my older brother in the morning for being another year older on the day before ALL HELL fubar'd both of our lives.

[LikeAWillow]

Originally Posted by michelle2677

WHAT THE F*CK?


and more importantly, why is this the first i've seen of this?

Hahahahahaha, it was on facebook! I told you about my new friend, right? I'm fairly certain I did. Anyway, his roommate was trying to keep me from going home one night, and foiling everything in their room was the best offer he could give to keep me there. Text mehhh.

[iamnotafraid]

Tonight for dinner (supper as we call it in the South) I had fresh
Red Snapper grilled to perfection. Hard to beat, especially since
it was just pulled out of the Gulf Of Mexico by my cousin who is a
spear fisherman. And he also filleted them.

I guess the only thing that would have made it better is if all you
Ledgies were sitting around the table enjoying it with me.

Cheers.

[BTFLCHLD]

Originally Posted by daniellaaarisen

heartbroken YAY

the surgeon?

[jannieC]

Originally Posted by iamnotafraid

Tonight for dinner (supper as we call it in the South) I had fresh
Red Snapper grilled to perfection. Hard to beat, especially since
it was just pulled out of the Gulf Of Mexico by my cousin who is a
spear fisherman. And he also filleted them.

I guess the only thing that would have made it better is if all you
Ledgies were sitting around the table enjoying it with me.

Cheers.

Red Snapper is my new favorite fish. I'll bet that meal was delectable. What did you have with it?

Tonight we had homemade salmon patties, scalloped potatoes and fresh green beans.

[Zombie]

Originally Posted by BTFLCHLD

the surgeon?

I initially misread this as "the sturgeon?" I blame lack of sleep and iamnotafraid's dinner.

[Enchanted_Stevi]

Originally Posted by APerfectLie

Actually, I was just wondering about you yesterday. I rarely wander over to the chit chat section so Idk if you've been posting over here, but I haven't seen you over in the Stevie forum! Come back!

OH GOODNESS SOMEONE WAS ACTUALLY WONDERING ABOUT ME!!! lol I dont really post in the Stevie section because theres nothing good to really chat about lol Plus, I'm rarely on the computer long enough to read everything anymore. I'm always doing something...school, work, going out, etc... But thanks for thinking about me I appreciate it <3

[Enchanted_Stevi]

Sooooooooo today at school we pretty much reviewed and stuff for my BIG test next week to move onto the floor of the salon!! So I'm stressing out about the test and the hands on stuff, even though I know I'll do good...LOL

Nothing else interesting has been going on. I do way too much shopping at my school's beauty warehouse LOL When you have access to get shampoo, brushes, hair color, nail polishes(china glaze and OPI) for like 50% off you go a little over board LOL BTW if anyone wants anything and wants to know if they have it...let me know and I can hook peeps up....

JTIS

[tilthefirefades]

I got a Chihuahua today